just bored!

whoosh! it's such a great weather for tanning and swimming...! hurhur... qi & i just had ourselves soaked under the beams of this scorchy morning sun...so we're a lil' burnt now! Yip yip! Sentosa beach, wait for us! we'll be right there as soon as the hols hit straight at us!

lunched-out at Parco's pastamania with bestie yesterday... and whilst window shopping this lame-looking brochure that was in the shape of a lip somehow landed into our hands...and so there went the image of the two uni students who started coming up with spastic expressions with this...haha hot lips.

anyway, at home i came up with more. haha..




























ok, i really am spastic.

where i seek solace in.

i have totally exhausted wadeva energy dats left in me...uploading pics in blogger is really such a CHORE!
and it isn't very helpful when some kuku-headed neighbour of mine ( mind you, across ma block) is blasting away techno/trans (whichever it is, both starts with a 't' and both are just as sucky!) music like electricity is free! is there is direct relationship, anyway?

It can be so tiring to get together a group of strangers to work on a project. Different expectations, time-schedules, and miscommunications. aiyo. only two words. mafan-ar!

EL test is coming. i'm studying it like a crazy pig. cuz it doesnt make any cow sense to me. And if i still fail, i think i can just go and die.

buuooff. feel better now. blog is one good avenue to complain.

MOMO YEO!

sat wenta C***momo...with the usual cheeky gang o people...*grinz*..and celebrated chong pang's bird-day...! got her the white bag that she's been eyeing since so damn long ago...like ard
cny period? And ya apparently, we have crowned MOMO YEO the unrivalled alcoholic queen...and Qibao her potential successor...hahaha..

*devils at work*

a lil' girl just came knocking on wise Ole's door to come clean with a lil' (naughty) confession of hers.

Quote of the day:

it takes two people to make a lie work~ the person who lies and the person who believes the lie.

*graceful figure skater*

Olympic Torino Winter Games, women's Gold Medalist...
Shizuka Arakawa!!!
My IDOL!!
Her moves are simply beyond words!!!
*THUNDEROUSCLAPS*

*beams*
omg cant wait for WORLD CUP!
the fever's coming

my sixth sense.

Drats! Yet another day wasted...
er...SLEEPING...*drowning in guilt*

I always lose...when it comes to fighting sleep.

There's so much to do and i just dont know how and where to start.

And worse still.

I sense something bad brewing. it's coming. i know it.

gud day...gud friday.

all went well for today's test. yippie!
but then again, mb it really isn't something worth celebrating afterall..
since it wunt be surprising if every single soul taking this module scores pretty well for it.
the whole test was designed in a way you could actually spot clues that will give you the correct answer, if you're observant enough. yea, so it wasn't really that hard to go wrong.

yea and the test was like something that could be completed in 45 minutes. (test time 90 mins?)

I can only say one thing about the lecturer.

He's real slack.

You see lil' effort on his part in setting challenging questions.

But seriously, we all love such lecturers don't we?

They make our lives easier, and not to mention, less stressful! *thumbs UP-UP-UP!*

maybe I was too quick to judge

this mid term's only an appeitizer..to whet our tastebuds...

Who knows he might just spring a surprise attack on us-- with the hardest questions he can possibly churn out from his super brain cells this coming finals!

Haha..see the Irony?

When a test is difficult, we complain. (and curse)
&
When a test is easy, we still complain!

Humans, difficult to please.
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And so the day ended for me in 45 mins!
lunched in and headed off to library with haihai with the primary intention to complete her tutorials..but as you have already predicted, we ended up chattering more than we did any serious stuff.
Biny joined me after her lessons and we caught HUO YUAN JIA!
woooo...shu is so kewl...totally!
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Yay...tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!
6pm 6pm 6pm!
ktv! ktv! ktv!
ling ling and a ting!

St Valentine's day

O and before i forget,

Happy V day to all pals out 'dere...

catch 'em floatin hearts...

& get blasted with love.

out of the blue

i guess i drank some meng po brew.
i only remembered sleeping my days away.
friday, saturday, sunday, monday...

i still have readings awaiting me.
i still have tests to mug for.
i still have project datelines to meet.
i still have presentations to prepare.

it all seem purpose-less.

i'm still tired.

happy bday lyn!

she's 21!!

here's a list of presents she recieved this bday:

1) Birkenstock slippers ($100+++)
2) SK jewellery ( >$80)
3) Swaroski E'Sprit watch...from us! ( $270)
4) IPOD Nano..*SCREAMS* ( $300+++)
5) total of $700++ worth of Angpows
6) haagen dazs strawberry ice cream cake ($135)

frankly speaking, tempting isn't it?

but $1000++ as a tradeoff for inching one step towards the BIG 3?

i'd rather preserve my youth, really!( if i could.)

yup. next year's my turn.

not really looking forward to it. (what say this coming one!)

but i wouldn't mind the presents actually.

heh heh heh.

A BAD day?

HAHAHHA biggest joke on earth!

today isn't particularly my elder sis's day.

She tripped and fell AGAIN. yup, it isn't the first time we hear her say she's tripping at work. she was walking up the stairs when her heels got hooked at her long pants, causing her to lose her balance and topple in the most unglamourous manner you can possibly imagine. hahahaha....

then now back at home, after a shower, she was blowing her hair dry, only to get a bunch of hair stuck in the hairdryer! took a while before my sec sis eventually freed her from that hair eating machine thing. hahaha

she said she feels so bullied today and that the safest thing for her to do now is probably to get to sleep so she'll be free of any possible unfortunate events that may befall on her.

so let's all just pray she doesn't get a nightmare tonight.
hahahaha!!!

muahahaha

hahaha i'm such a pro. i really did beat them till the flowers wilt and water flows! but too bad no bets involved!

gotta praise chef binbin for whipping up awesome cereal prawn and hakka abacus kueh. it was really impressive...esp those prawns...drools. My conclusion: she is training hard to be either a (1) full/part-time housewife (2) good mother (3) full/part-time housemaid. hahaha kidding. well at least she's better than me. almost everyone thinks i'm hopeless.

weet. forgot there wasnt any NM tutorial today. but luckily i wasnt alone. haha. there were 2 other stupid fellows sitting with me in the tutorial room waiting for no one to come.

And finally today, i saw ear stud eye-lolli! He's still looking as good as before. hahaha...

best hols of the year!

WEEEEE!! i love CNY!! The get togethers for my family is always so fun and rewarding! we've been seeing the same faces for three consecutive days already...but we just seem to have endless things to talk about, endless spread of delicacies to fill our tummies--all credits to the great cooks: my mum and aunties, and endless coins to thrust onto the gambling table (small bets la..) ! It's so blessed to be part of this family, really!

tmr will be house hopping to binny's & ne's place! so exciting!

haha but i'll be so screwed for wed- fri's tutorials...
gahh..cldn't care less for now! ENOYING my CNY is my current priority!

I LOVE CNY! I really do!

new colours, new posters

o i forgot to add that i had this corny & outrageous dream of my teeth last night. my molars were like half hanging and drooping from the gum and i was bleeding profusely...but the dentist refused to treat me and told me that i am to come only on my next appointment, which is like a month later!! haha!

Oyes..i went to visit my dentist on wed and had my rubbers changed!...now i have caterpillar colours on my braces and i think i look funky!

Since it was the new year, my sis and i decided we should make some super important and major changes to our room wall...

presenting you:











2 new JAY posters! ok la not so new afterall...but i just replaced the previous one with these two!

lalala~

i smell WEEK ENDS!!

CHEERIOS!! wkends' here!

yippies..! tutorials, reaction paper and coursepacks can be thrown all to one side for the time being. they were simply ruling the whole of my third week man...dead tired after every single day.
looking in retrospect and comparing it with the schooling days today, i realise i should really start to accept the reality that i have the luxury no more to sleep into the late late afternoons!*groans*

Apart from the lack of sleep issue, it was basically a good week.
met some new people, had some time for myself at the library, met up with old friends for lunch and stuff and the lectures and tutorials proved to be quite entertaining. yea, which means on the whole still can make it la...cuz i haven't dozed off in class yet!...and this is quite a miracle you know.

CNY soon...
Resolutions?
maybe sleep less and work more. ( school and exercise) ...which in other words, means slack less.
save more so i can shop more. haha...it's an essential.
everyone to be happy.

Quote of the day:

There are some things that just leave you wanting more,
and some things that you just want to leave it at there.

--- genius me.

micellaneous?

Today's a good monday.
lectures were entertaining especially EL (i'm beginning to appreciate this mod) and i was awake throughout tho' it was a mere 4 hrs of sleep for me yesternight.
and thumbs up for today's weather! we have the mr. sun minus miss. humidity
...how perfect!

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Last night my sis and i were into busting roaches...ok maybe a roach.
apparently, at 4.30 am, the flyingbigfatuglygrossed looking thing crawled it's ways onto my sis's knees while she was sound asleep and when she woke to see what was the thing that was molesting her legs she jumped out like a crazy woman and screamed frantically for me-->( was in the kitchen pinching on CNY guddies) with her pillow, blanket and bolster in her hands...
took us bout 20 mins to keel that ugly thing and we were watching it dying slowly as it was soaked thoroughly in a pool of baygon--our hero! well the whole process's so disgusting i think i shall not attempt to explicitly describe it here in case i make you puke out your yesterday's breakfast or something. haha.

so does this reminds you of the infamous hit about the cockroach by guo pretty pretty? come to think of it, don't you guys think the lyrics MIA-HEE..MIA-HOO...sounds like a mule hee-hawing?*shrugs*


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oh well, moving on, today's my sis's bday! 25....scary age huh.
anyway we had sushi dinner. the food's great but the experience was an unpleasant one.
first we met this rude auntie who cut queue..
then it took us 45 mins to get seated because of inconsiderate people who refused to leave the restaurant after their meals...

..but guess what, nothing could be more exasperating and angering than watching 2 ppl sitting at a 5 seater table, already finished eating (but who just simply refused to move their precious butts) continue to thick skin-ly root themselves there, and tear up napkins like some idiots...argh see, the more i describe the more pissed i get!

and to make things worse, we just had to sit near this cocky egoistic guy who can go on non stop about himself. it just spoils everyone's appetite. i have nothing against people who talk alot. but this guy who was so full of himself was not only talking non stop, he was talking LOUDLY non stop.i swear i almost wanted to pour the hot tea over his head and scream: " WHO CARES about you, you and you!!!!" straight into his ear drums.

oh no...i know i don't really sound like myself today. but i can't help ranting about all the weirdos i've met!

maybe because i was really hungry then, and so, moody, i guess. A hungry tiger is an angry tiger.
get my point?

dahhh..on a lighter note, tmr's my off day!
ok la...nothing much else to say.

RAM-day for me!

Is today an auspicious day for ramming or wad?

ramming 1:

old pei pei dashes across the road when bus was approaching...and then "BANG!" ...it scared the shit outta me for 1 min. (was happily sitting at the window seat)
nope, old pei pei wasn't rammed. but it was close. he probably slamed his hands onto the back of the bus.

ramming 2:

strolling down orchard road after a happy lunch at Marche'. along came a reckless rider..er yes, on his bicycle. (singapore post, i saw). everyone was moving out of his way. but just as i was about to react, he rammed straight and hard into me, since he was cycling at such high speed. took me 1 min before i recovered from shock and exclaimed an "OUCH". seriously, i don't know if i should blame it on my slow reaction, or his inconsiderateness( this word exists, according to my oxford).

ramming 3:

was happily looking forward to sleep while walking home when a bunch of lunatic kids charged towards me. and yup, i was rammed, again, as much as you can guess. just imagine like 10 or more bowling balls rolling towards one standing pin and u can understand how horrifying an experience that was. and apparently they were trying to compete racing across the road. cold-stared at them for 1 min before i went off my way.

maybe it wasn't an auspicious day for ramming.
maybe it was just an INauspicious day for me!

PS: the "happy" and "1 min" thing was over emphasized for an effect la. haha

misery O misery!

lately i heard too many stories.

humans are such weird creatures. one moment they feel elated, and in the very next moment, they morph into an all melancholy-depressed-crestfallen being. sometimes humans have to carry on their backs so many kinds of emotional weights it makes them rather schizophrenic, like they're a combination of the so many different types of personalities that it becomes disillusioning. minds become overpowered by erratic echoes of running thoughts and burning questions. questions that question who you are. questions that question the emptiness in your mind, heart. questions that question what you're wanting and yearning for.

i guess all these boils down to the word we all are afraid of: loneliness.

when you feel like you're being left out or forgotten, you suddenly feel loneliness. then you feel dejected and get depressed. and that's how the whole vicious cycle kicks off.

when you're reminiscing the old and long gone happy days, loneliness sets in and so does the vicious cycle.

when you feel like you have nothing else to say to this familiar stranger who seemed all familiar and yet so unfamiliar, and the effort to strike up a conversation merely ended flatly like it wasn't worth anything, you feel distant and loneliness surge in and there goes the vicious cycle again.

when you thought that someone might have understood you, but you were wrong, you feel small in your own planet and loneliness creeps in again.

see, it's really so tiring to be humans sometimes.
complex minds. complex lives.
seems like an inevitable fact
everyone's a victim of of their own minds.

finally! some light!

yippie! the sun's out!

and i knew that it would be a sunny weather today when i watched the sky last night. ah yes, i was fighting insomia( doings of 5 hours nap) and i noticed something unusual about the sky...it wasn't pink no more!

gah..pretty strong sunlight... blue sky hanging with huge fluffy white clouds, with some suspicious looking grey ones lurking behind the white ones...that's what i observe outside my window now.

just bought another text..and it cost me a bomb.
i am desperately looking forward to CNY..angpaos!

BRRR...

gahhhhh...i napped like 5 hours?!?! looks like i haven't much hope for sleeping tonight...
wells, but it was still nice to nuzzle under my blanket and hibernate in this nice weather (nice only for sleeping!)...and besides, i should just sleep all i want now, since it will be very soon when school picks up & such a luxurious life becomes a sin.

and ya, speaking of the lately (proned)rainy weather, i'm already beginning to miss the SUN...
it is not nice to wear damp clothes & wet shoes
it is not nice when you have to take an extra effort in walking lest any splashing
it is not nice to have to add more weight to your bag (umbrella)
and it's definitely not nice to have a chilled nose.

i've always wanted to ask about this song:

you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are GREY...

can anybody tell me what that means? or did i get the lyrics wrong?
happy when skies are grey..?
doesnt make much sense to me!

anw, mini majong with the cranky and complicated family on tues was real fun...wished we could play more rounds...cos the novice me "hu-ed" like only twice while that ying xian de bin was silently winning almost every round?!

lala ok i shall hone on my majong skills soon and beat them till the flowers wilt and the water flows.

SHRIEKS!!

omg...i just chanced upon something that made me want to puke out everything that you could possibly find in a human body. disgusting. there is absolutely NO similarity. not all all, mind you! and i hope i shall never see such a comparison again. EVER.uurgh. you must be one blind...ignorant mouse! ...this is really pissing.

little things that make U happy!

*WAM WAM POOM!*
character. looks. style.
SHE'S GOT IT ALL!
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OH, my neighbour just gave us a new year hamper...and i've been eyeing the waffle biscuits ever since it set foot into my doorstep. DROOLS...uber tempted to tear open the hamper...

and about the countdown pics, i am still trying my best to send everyone...pls bear with me..i know i am snail slow...

went for a dip into the pool with qi...in the drizzle
the weather's getting so fickle-minded these days, can't make up it's mind to rain or shine...
swam non stop this time, motivated by her...else i cldnt have completed 30 laps!
...k la..it's 30 times along the breadth of the pool...so by right it's only 15 laps.
but i'm improving people, i'm improving...
left for dinner soon after and i had my piping hot pig stomach soup and yam rice...!
...i tell u...it's de-yummy-li-cious-ooh lala!
u feel so blissful by just sipping the hot soup...
AHHHH~

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Eeks...my sis's in the room whispering sweet nothings to her sweetheart again...
ok maybe not whispering afterall...
she does it openly...
the mushiness is overpowering...
i'm dying...!
i shld just end this quickly and get out of the room!
ok!
bye!

part two!

KEWL KEWL COUNTDOWN!!

This new year countdown was a neverbefore-wholenew experience. it was my first countdown celebrated with zulu pals...and to make it way cool... we had a stayover at the M hotel! As we chilled throughout the night, we witnessed an unexpected, unimaginble, unforseen side of eric (he looked dead drunk to me--but he claims he wasn't..!)! it was almost a 720 degrees transform of a mugger with a big black bag into a totally high and exhilarated guy who cares nothing about books! haha, yet, no matter how drastic his transformation was, he was the best entertainer in our group as his spewings brought much laughter to our hearts!

Gave qi a wonderful birthday surprise...and found out she's hopeless when it comes to cutting cakes! wad to do, taitais leave such menial jobs to people like henry...mwahahaaha!
anyway, after the cakes, we settled down to play all the games that you could possibly play at chalets...haha..seemed like everyone got a forfeit...but haha i got away with it!

k now for the awards:

1) Queen of liar ---ying eng! ( beats everyone hands down in the game 'bluff')
2) King of honesty---Edmund ( why? he sucks in the game 'bluff'!)
3) Most nationalistic award--- Cindy ( sang majulah singapura at like 4-5am??)
4) Best hibernator on earth--- Wei xuan ( ...need i say more?)
5) Best taitai award--- huiqi ( she refuses to carry any umbrella unless it has laces on it!)
6) GURU cake cutter--- Henry (he claims he's better at it than qiqi)
7) Queen of workaholism--- Huising (Stares in awe while watching medical documentary on TV)
8) Masters of magic --- Eric...( he's good at transforming!)
9) King of Laughters--- Darren ( hahahaha...check out his HAHA-ing video...hahahaha)
10) Hottest Dancing Queen--- Waikei ( huh? why hot? dance until toilet bowl crack leh..)
11) Best actor award--- Jihong ( he was the best jailbird we've ever seen...see he can really act!)
12) Best ambassador of anti-drink driving---KL ( he skipped off to toilet after one mouthful of red wine..so i guess he can't really drink...)
13) King of Gamblers---Justin ( he knows how to play all the games!!)
14) Mother of Peace---Vanessa ( cuz she fang wo men ge zi ! --> dove-->peace...geddit?)
15) Best Photographer/Videographer--- Me laaa..! ( i don't care even if shake the camera like 99.9% of the time!)

Hahaha...yea anw after dawn break, we strolled to Maxwell market for congee breakfast...then it was home sweet home!

*Coughs!*
Coarsey Voice Me...haha too much icecream revenge!
will post photos in a while! (:
oyes! Happy new year everyone!!

my TEETH

waahaha! As promised, pictures of my teeth! here they come...pipping hot from the oven!

WARNING:

DANGEROUSLY EXPLICIT.
NOT FOR CHILDREN UNDER 18 ( in other words M18)
WATCH AT YOUR OWN EXPENSE.

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teeth stained with blood. colour gross right!



long long long roots...



can't really see the braces?



CLOSE UP! but pretty dark tho.

yanked out!

yippie i got my teeth out already! for those who have qualms about putting braces, i can tell you that the injections for the anesthetic were far more painful than the extraction itself. yea, in other words it's not that bad after all...no complains about the pain...but i have complains about the dentist on duty that day!...1) he yanked, and yes, genuisly broke the lower roots of my teeth 2) he wasn't gentle AT ALL 3) his extraction tool clipped my poor lip...!*tsk tsk*

Got back results...not too bad..but not that gd either! and ironically geog was my best scored module. -.-""" how unexpected...

okok! i gtg for dentist apptment again!
will post pictures of my disgusting teeth later..!

fruity day!

my teeth are screaming (silently) in pain! it's disgusting how insignificant and harmless looking separators can cause one's teeth to be suffering like shit! omg..wait till i extract 4 teeth out. oh man, can i like faint now?

went out w bin, sissy and his gay partner + his absolutely normal sister. it was stressful shopping with them--> (minus bin) man. stepped into LV, Burberry and many other branded shops for the first time..i repeat, first time in my 19 years of living. it was no laughing matter, bin and myself--we were almost breaking out in cold sweat as we stood there staring at one another, feeling totally-out-of-place. then we watched how sissy and gang shopped and behaving totally like a shang deng ren..then we looked at ourselves again...*goosebumps* OHWELL. and LV shop was filled w bodyguard looking shops assistants...MY-OH-MY even to call them shop assistance sounds too low class! orite, back to main point, they were dressed in black suit and were communicating mainly through earphones, ( now you see why we were panicking!) ... reading this paragraph again, i feel like some sua ku. *shrugs*

anw after that, we went off and met haitun and the 3 of us did our dinner and shopping at bugis. phew, it was definitely MUCH (x a million) more enjoyable: no pressure, no stress, no uneasiness, no out-of-place feeling, no cold sweat...yada yada the list goes on. It was amazing how we 3 mad girls could crap and laugh SOoo much in a mere 3++ hours!

results out tmr!...experiencing some weird feelings here.
50% of scared solute mixed with 50% of bo chap solvent= 100% solution of mixed emotions. understand? haha crap.

X' mas party in emeris's hse tmr. got a pretty little thing for gift exchange. hope the other party likes it! and got myself angel blue necklace too. yay, i have another one now, apart from the black butterfly one...(:

anw, wish me luck for tmr. wish me luck butty.

rubbermouthme.

got the mould done. got the separators in. extraction on sat. *ambithabha*.

manga world.

been cooping at home reading fruits baskets..! been a long long long three years since i last touched mangas...Anw, it a really nice and sweet story. an innocent plot, with lots of corny-hilarious parts and many important lessons that can be learnt, well, to me at least. and i'm already at bk 7! another 11 more bks and i'll be left with nothing to read. gotta read slower....go slow, go slow. nehmind mb when i'm done, i can borrow tou tou from ah hai...hiak( ah hai are u reading this already??? *hint hint*)

anw my right eye feels like it was being punched. dont know why it's hurting quite a bit today. and seriously i dont see any reason why it should hurt, well, unless my sis did punch me in her sleep last night. asked her just now and she retorted that the chances of me punching her is way much higher. oops. hee ok fine then.

kk i think i'll return back to reading my mangas. tee hee. so blissful.

looks who's back!

i did mention that i was lazy in the previous entry didn't i? MIA-ed for the past weeks. too busy going out, too tired from outings, too slack to sit down and churn out accounts of daily happenings. come to think of it, this is the first ever holidays that i am so playing completely. no more worries of pia-ing holiday homework= carefree. nice equation right.

anyway, past few wks met up with S303 girls and we had this cool idea of having a christmas PYJAMAS PARTY at chong pang's house...sounds fun..but our discussion kept revolving about what food to bring and we always ended up agreeing on turkey and log cake and then straying away from the main topic of discussion, to talk about using alvin as our waiter, yuan lai ( yuan lei's brother) as our violinist, and many many many other crappy crappy rubbish.
o yes, and we ate at balcony at heerens and it wasn't a satisfactory meal. To those interested to know you can click on huiqi's blog to read. it has quite a comprehensive account. hehe...and yea after reading please help spread.thankew. muahahaaahahaaha...evil right...

met up with bing bong and tse tse fly too. caught perhaps love. this flick was a major disappointment. i was expecting more climax and heart wrenching moments in the show..hmm but no. it was quite boring and jing chen wu looked really psychotic when he was jerking crazily and typing the chinese words 'i hate you' on his computer. and when he appeared again for the second time at his computer typing 'leave with me', in the same frenzy manner, he looked absolutely comical.
EH...okay i know it's supposed to mean that he loves this lady too much, so much that he loses all control of his own emotions and sanity, that this immensed feeling of love evolved into hatred (apparently she had left him for her career and had refused to acknowledge him again when they both met.)yada yada~ but it just didnt give me that much impact that it should have.

went out with sister and cousins and we're almost done with our christmas shopping, with only one more present to get for our little princess. dammit, that baby's real lucky...only eight months old and she's like enjoying herslf at tokyo..like now!?! sigh, kids these days!

went out with a mountain tortoise who has never been to escape theme park for like the whole 21 years of his life. tsk tsk..what can i say. lala...anyway we took 5 pirate ship rides, 2 go kart rides, 2 spinning rides, 1 wet & wild ride, 1 inverter ride, 1 mini ferris wheel ride, went into ghost mansion once. alot of cute mei meis around and that fellow wanted to give them hp. no. haha Anw, after much self tortures with those giddy rides we went bugis to have dinner and headed for orchard to see christmas deco cuz that tortoise hasn't seen it. -.-" right.

Yest went to the dentist. had a check and my sis and i finally made the mould! going for X-ray on sat. quite excited, but i haven't really decided on the $3200 package or the $4400 package...help me make up my mind!

think i getting abit heaty. those cold sores are out and getting at me again. so sian. hui rong again.i think it's the third time i got them this year. and they keep appearing at the same place. hai hai hai. haha or perhaps it's a sign for less outing, more rest nx week.

wah, kk i think i better end this b4 my com dies on me...battery left with 2 %.
ciaos!

hear me rant

mum's getting moody and sensitive these days. she's been screaming at us since yesterday about the usual stuff: our untidy room (i do not see how messy it is), the overflowing bin, sleeping late and waking late, doing nothing but watching tv, playing computer games, msn-ing and going out. she also said she'd rather have us at school than having holidays...i felt like she's over reacting abit but after i tried putting myself in her shoes, i think i could understand a little why she's so pissed off. well things do happen for a reason and the same logic applies to my mum scolding us for some reasons. but come to think of it, i think the last time she screamed so much was during my younger days. maybe it is precisely because it was quite a long while since she started her screamings again i felt she was over reacting a little. argh. i duno. i just feel abit lousy for being so nua and lackadaisical after the examinations and a little guilty for making my mum pissed and yet feeling irritated and frustrated at the same time. sounds like i'm a not very good daughter here. sigh. maybe i should pack my room tomorrow. i hate packing room. it makes my eyes red and swollen because they're highly sensitive to dust. maybe i should wake up earlier tomorrow which sounds so very impossible because i am such a lazy girl. maybe i should go out less often so i won't be labelled as gallivanting. then again i do not see the point of cooping up at home and idontwanttobesonolife. maybe i should be go get a job so i don't look so diao er lang dang. maybe i should stop msning till wee hours so that i can stop being uneasy about whether she'll be conducting another check on me. maybe, maybe, maybe. sometimes i think if i were a guy, it gives me the excuse of not packing my room, to go out everyday till wee hours, to oversleep, to play computer games forever until the end of the world arrives. sigh. the benefits of an XY choromone being. eh..sounds weird aiya but u all know what i mean la. i realised this entry has no paragraphing again. try squinting ba ppl, i'm too lazy to chop it into paragraphs. k i'm off.

lonely planet

it's weird...i feel so empty suddenly...like i'm alone in this planet...like there's no one else around here...hmm it's really weird.

i love today!

indeed one perfect day!

Got my haircut. Sang all my might. Bought my puma jacket. found a nice puma shoe to buy. Had a sumptous dinner at crystal jade.

I AM FREAKING HAPPY TODAY!!
AND I'M STILL FEELING EXCITED!!

*smiles*

IT'S OVER!

GASP! At long last...the examinations are over...it's been a chore living these few weeks, gnawing and chewing on coursepacks that are totally distasteful and so not for human's consumption...i think out of the 10 times i read...8 times i fall asleep...sigh. maybe i should just go for some yoga lessons to learn how to focus on my mind and concentration.ha. erh.. mb not...i can't imagine myself doing those funny funny actions *recalls mr quah* ...

Anyway, was doing last paper...which was kind of screwed up...i studied them and they came out...but i just couldnt write alot o shit things out...was stoning and on the verge of falling asleep...and guess wad, the best thing was that the questions were easier than the past years...and i actually spotted them...but i couldnt do them...sigh...and the girl beside me actually wrote on two booklets and left half an hour earlier before everyone. i think i can only blame myself for having such a slow-processing mind. i'm serious..i take ages to read a reading or a novel ( i'm not like jiat KANG tang who can read 3 books in less than 4 days)...and i take millions of years to churn out one frigging essay...i'm such a slow poke i can't stand myself sometimes...

SIGH...well nevermind...it's all over...shall not brood over examinations.

Shall brood on...my zits...yes they are popping all over my face. hurhur...i'm exaggerating. They're on my left cheek...they better subside in like 4 days or i'll start ka jiao-ing them.
And i think i look like a pale walking zombie with one of the messiest hair around...it's all the doings of the damn examinations...screw the examinations! Shall go get a hair cut and start exercising...i need a healthier lifestyle...oh yes and TANNING! erh..though it's kinda like the monsoon season now...*ahems* putting my geography to good use k...haha..hey, do not "DUH!" me...i'm sure some people do not know okay.

Hmm lotsa upcoming plans ahead...too many and i'm too lazy to list...

Gonna meet tseling :) ..can't wait...the last time i saw her was in March or April i think! Didn't forget my potter date with her...apparently it was set after the screening of the previous potter movie (which was last yr) cuz she was complaining that i didn't watch it with her...hiak hiak...i'm so proud of myself for keeping this promise...hee

Erh...wanted to type about something else...but i suddenly lost my trail of thoughts. Hmm mb it's a sign for me to go take a nap now...
i shall PIA my televsion later...
yippie! this is life!

breakaway

my energy's really draining..i feel totally squeezed dry of whatever's juice that's left of me...the almost 3 wks of freedom taken away is killing meee...and just 2 more days to complete the tons of remainding chapters does not seem so very helpful...endurance is what i need...

some peace please!

ARGHHH i hate this feeling....
i'm just not cut out for this...
TSK
ARGHHH
i need a buffer
give me a scooter!
i want to scot off...
FAR FAR AWAY!
EEKS

highlighters fight!

First paper tmr! Hope all goes well...

Anyway, i was walking past the coffee table where my sis's books were and i stumbled across this...















Can you believe it?! She actually used 5 yellow highlighters for this examination...like HALO, 5 highlighters! And they come in different sizes...and guess wad i spotted one of mine amongst them...hahaha...OH wait...did i tell u that she's a real mugger???

Decided to be funny and shot a picture of my orange highlighter...
















Man just look at the difference.. haha...i really salute her...
But it's not just about the proportionality of the highlighters she used compared to me...she's also 100 times more hardworking that me( hmm maybe 1000 times). once i asked her if she could stop studying for once and she replied :"i can't, because i just can't stop mugging!"...how stunning...and mind you...that was even before the examinations were close...!

Haha! alright..my show's here! chAOS!

motivation people!

AHH!! tried to concentrate but alas! Mind drifts...piao yi piao yi...kk getting out of point here...
Anyway, the attempt to sit down to "swallow" the whole course pack was twarted. running thoughts on unrelated stuff...seem to be overpowering...the desire to blog is just so strong...

And i decided since i couldn't put my mind at ease without blogging, i might as well blog now...so i can have full concentration later...that is.( weak mind surrenders!)

Anyway, let me share with u folks on combatting examination stress!

1) FOOD...

2) FOOD...

3) and more FOOD

Here's mine top listing food:




Andes Chocolate! Minted flavour..absolutely addictive...haha (wk!this is the one!)



See the green minty part there?




Square biscuit with thick layer of butter...absolutely delicious!



Great strawberry cereal... Tastes even better at night!

Important food to accompany me through those late night muggings! Definitely have a psycho-physical boosting effect!

k Ppl, don't wait anymore, make ur list now!

JL and me

Last night, i dreamt of him again!
It's the.. third time i'm dreaming of him, i think.
But this time it was different! He spoke to me...! (if only it were reality)

We were sitting on the marble floor beside the black piano.
Then he stood up, touched piano cover and gazed down at his own reflection for a few seconds...
He opened it singlehandedly
and started moving his fingers along the piano keys, creating a music that was most beautiful and enchanting...
He asked me to come over to play the piano,
and so i did...
But he laughed in an embarrassed manner, and chuckled :" hao lan..." (It's terrible)

...He was my friend in this dream...close, i think~
: )
A very nice dream indeed.

FUNNY DAY!!

STUDYING AT KFC...




Starting to get BO LIAO after staring at notes too long...



*Tada!* Qi was bad at this...she tried like UPTEEM TIMES before i managed to snap this shot!



Waaa...guai right...( notice the same pose)



SEE SEE...She's um- chioing!!



Erh i'm supposed to look enlighten...dun seem to have that expression tho'. Ha yea, can't act and still want to take Theatre studies...
And Cheeky Qiqi...Flipping the pages trying to act serious like she's concentrating...


not exactly a productive day at KFC today, but still, huiqi and i tired to looks as if we were really into serious studying... Yea and the word is tried...

HAHa then we saw a guai ah zek outside KFC punching the air and kicking space...And he suddenly did this absolutely stunning li xiao long wannabe pose that totally made both of us burst out laughing like mad...
This brings me to conclude that Bedok really has alot of weird and mentally unstable people...i think this uncle's the third one i've met...yikes...!!

SHEESH ppl, i took like an hour trying to post this entry! uploading pictures is so difficult! The sequence of the pic is totally messed up...haha can't be bothered already...

kk i gtg study now! haha to make up for just now!

WRIPLEAY's believe it or not!

know of anyone who peels burgers?
know of anyone who has no courage to eat Yong Tao Hu?

...well, do let me/bin know if you know of anybody who has the above qualities
because he/she should just make friends with cal the *i**y.
HAhaha...

OH btw,
i really need to bring your attention my entry's title.
HAhahaha...

to all eeky ppl out there...

EEKS. just heard a story from a friend...
Sometimes,
Trying too hard won't help.
SO... Just face it!

ponders

blog hopping is fun especially when you get to read really hilarious stuff and interesting happenings or accounts of people (be it friends or strangers). well, i guess for me it's also a form of envy, admiration for some people. don't get me wrong, i don't mean the lovey dovey kind of envy or secret admiration, but rather, i'm refering about being in a state where you can actually be awed at the things that people do, how they live their lives, their way of expressing thoughts, their language usage (whether fluent or not). Sometimes while reading blogs, you may feel as though you were the blogger herself/himself; you both share the same feelings, sentiments, perpectives, perhaps because you were also experiencing the same kind of problems, or probably because you have been through or experienced something similar once during a point in your life. On other occassions, you can suddenly feel inspired or enlightened by words of others, which may or may not stir up strong feelings that cause you to make bolder decisions in life or make you to decide that you want to be like that person. It is difficult to give an example here, but you should know what i mean, when you come across one that can unknowingly create in you an uncontrollable surge of emotions i guess? Besides, if i did give an example, i would have unwittedly blurted out whose blog i was talking about- if it were someone who knew me, who reads my blog and who very well knows that i do read her/his blog, it might make her/his head swell or worse, she/he may view me differently, as though (...)- too many reasons! And if it were a stranger i was talking about, and the stranger happens to pop by my blog by chance or even frequent my blog without my knowing, depending on the situation, upon reading this entry she/he may might be unhappy/happy, because i have intruded into their privacy. eh well that is if it mattered to them at all la. okay, i think i see many lost lambs already. i am also beginning to wonder what crap am i spewing now. haha.maybe i should just stop now, though i still have alot to say. shan't continue to further confuse people and confuse myself. well i should just end by saying, blogs speak quite alot about someone( this is arguable in NM1101E though) and through it, we may gain many worthy insights , find our inner and deepest thoughts and even courage.

i miss 03S303!!

Roger's in Australia now!...and he'll be there till next year! Haven't met him in ages until like today...haha but i think he's still the same old roger...forever so kee siao and making people laugh...and omgosh...he has like PLENTY OF FRIENDS laa...i think it took him almost an hour to say goodbye to everyone...haha...or maybe even more!
It'll be a pity that he wont be joining us in this coming class chalet...! one less joker and fun person around! Anyway hope he'll make it for his pilot training and only come back after successfully passing all his flying tests...or wadeva u call that!

me.smart kid

HAHAHA...i passed my BBT TRIAL!!! that sissy can get ready to empty his pocket real soon cuz i'll make sure i'll pass the actual test too...HAHAHAHA! who says you must study it one week before the test! and to my pop...who says i must mug even before registering the test.. i just proved you wrong! HAHAHAHA!

Hmm, k i better stop it before people get really irritated with me and want to slap me now haha!
Just did it for the effect. Just wanted to sound pro. Just felt like i needed to brag a little...hey you...a Basic test is still a test okay.

Got Jay's poster today...think it's my 5th Jay poster...and he was on television today...!interested peeps can catch it again at 11pm tonight on SCV channel 54...hurhur...i shall not say anymore lest ppl who dont give a damn abt Jay gets turned off and start thinking: not Jay again?!

think angie's a real cool kid...haha she makes her own clothes...like elves do. erh k ...or was it shoes that elves made...oh wadeva. She's just cool!

hmm exams are approaching...i wonder why i still have so much time to sleep, slack and blog...weird. Induce some kind of motivation in me, somebody!

happening day with happening people...

man...wad a day!
Too many emotions experienced in a single day...too much for an old lady to take...
too lazy to blog about it...but if u're interested...bin's blog has a nice summary though!
And bin it's OKAY!..And i also agree it wasn't funny...argh just a damn dumb side of me...haaha...
Anyway, we saw a rainbow today!

.snore.

i slept 16 hours yesterday...something not uncommon if you know me well enough
My friend said i'm a sleeping goddess...
And if next time he can't slp, he'll pray to me.
HAHAHAHA!!

Talent Time?

if jay comes, i'm so gonna pon lecture!!! confirm!!
call me crazy or wadeva, i just can't help feeling high over Jay!
I bet bin and the two hls...hmm maybe 3, if i plus my sis...can totally understand my excitment!!

My mum made pineapple tarts...and i can stop popping them into my mouth...cuz they really taste yummy...wonder if one day i will become a great cook, just like her...( NO ROLLING EYES PPL!!) ...Oh! and i just realised pineapples taste great with meiji fresh milk!...oooo HEAVENLY!

Oh i tried picking up the guitar and playing a song... but it got so exasperating! Cuz 1) i still can't get some chords 2) my strumming sucks...it breaks...3) i assumed that plucking was damn easy...but i was so so wrong! ...darn...and it took me like 1 hour to try get to play one freaking song...which actually sounds so pathetic no one could make out wad the sam hill i was playing! hais...NO TALENT NO TIME!...arghhh...shall commit more time to it after exams...tsk tsk...!!


Yippie...tmr's last lessons for guitar...kinda sad! oops...Yippie doesnt go with Sad...Yikes i'm mad! Hey it Rhymes!! HAHahaha..

k...projecting time...ciaozz!

Jay- ye qu

hey people! this is my 100th entry! *pops champagne!*

went to bed at 8.30 pm today cuz i was totally shagged after spending 2 consecutive full days in school on tues and wed! U must be thinking then why the hell am i here now right? Eh...Don't ask me why, because i duno how i could actually automatically wake up at 2.30 am...It is a miracle...maybe i'm used to just sleeping for 5 hours on weekdays!

BIG NEWS!! BIG NEWS!! Jay's long awaited new song is finally out!!
Yippie! Can't wait to get his new album...and watch his new MTVs...and sing his new songs at KTV...YEAAaaA!! *Excited*

where am I

One down, Two more to go. Finally done with Geogy O Geog...and guess wad.. it actually costs $7.80 to print colour in school! Expensive, but the quality rocks man! HAIL LASER PRINTERS!

Been a real hectic week...spending most of my time pia-ing for Geog stuff ...eh ya and nothing else...SheesH..i cant seem to multi-task...help

Time seems to slip away so quickly. Life in Uni's a Blast. Everything here happens so quickly and rapidly. One "BOOM!" and that's the end. and if you still can't adjust to this fast-paced school life, that's the end(bye bye) of you...

Hmm..duno wad else to say...
maybe i should go touch my guitar now

wad a boring entry!

good gracious...e dinner was explosive! and to think that i actually had fish & co. like an hr or so before that ten course meal...man, i'm wonder-ahmah!

Feeling overwhelmed by lots and lots of things..
1. projects
2. readings and more readings
3. studying for exams...yes ppl...only 1 more mth k!
4. catch no ball in understanding physical geography...

hope everything gets sucked away into space! cuz they suck! yay!

i can't help but roar

goodness...coughing hurts my chest...and blowing nose is such a chore! and i think i woke almost everyone in the library- from their stoning...dreaming...and sleep when an itch in the throat triggered off a series of thunderous coughs...well at least that was wad it sounded to me...man, i felt like i was roaring away...

shopping at bazaar at forum is fun...but all the fun ended when the hollister shirt actually cost 55 bucks!! and i happily paid the girl 50 bucks thinking that it cost $19.90...which actually meant US$19.90!! okie...now i can't help but think of that shirt..darn...

Food for thought:

To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved. ~ George Macdonald

HAHAHA! SO! I CAN STILL BLOG!!!

was damn depressed cuz for the past few days i've been dying to blog but the blogger dashboard was facing this mega problem... initially was wondering wad the sam hill had gotten wrong with my blog...then after days of this persisting problem i totally concluded that either someone had hacked into my system or some virus was engulfing the blogger dashboard...fast...
This just comes to show how IT-idiotic i am...

YAY...thanks to enlightenment from huiqi...
I feel like a goon now! haha...

okay...nothing in particular to blog about now...
except that i want to tell bin that: NO, MY TOES ARE NOT WEIRD!!

i'm a bum.

i have no wadsoever intention of moving my butt now. it's late, i'm still msn-ing, school's at 10 tmr, but i just feel so lazy to move. the thought of having to pack my bag irks me. questions like what things to put in my bag, should i bring materials to study socio test, what to do for geog proj and why are some people just so childish are running through my mind. speaking of socio test, i really wonder if i am adequately prepared for it. yes i'm done with most of my readings and going through of lecture notes. but i just somehow feel very uneasy, like i haven't read in detail or enough yet.and i've got this (bloody)feeling that i'm gonna have a totally blank,constipated mind, and i'm gonna be writing in the most unsociological sense possible, and i'm gonna have no time to complete it. argh. help me. darn. gonna be 2 am soon. guess i have to end here cuz i dun wana be late and keep bin waiting too long tmr.i think the only thing i'm looking forward to is guitar lessons. sigh.

funei emo-xions

hehee..amazing discoveries about people are damn exciting...

saw that ah hai in bedok ctrl station toilet on thursday night...super funny cuz we were staariing at each other at disbelief...like : what the hell are u doing here!? hahaaa...couldnt stop laughing...

Bugis is becoming like a small and complicated shopping maze...after walking some time, you feel like you're embarking on a rainbow journey...then after walking longer... you'll start to float...your vision slowly blurs... and u can even see the stars...that's when u've attained the art of dizziness...yan hua liao luan-ess~ eyes, flower...eh okay mb i shldn't carry on haha...

field trip tmr...dad's bday tmr...dim sum tmr...gramp's treating dinner tmr...
wad a happening day!

HAI!
...feeling lousy all of a sudden...
"SLEEP ALERT!"
time to hit bed...!
.ciaos.

Did u know that i love....

HOLIDAYS!!!

HAHA...holidays are like here when i just started school not long ago...That's probably one of the plus points of the University education i guess...muahahahaa..i feel so blissful now...tho' it'll only be a short 4 days break...k fine call me narrow-sighted or wadeva...i know the examinations are upcoming next on the list...but well, just let me rejoice over the beautiful fact that i need not travel to and fro...back and forth...east to west and west to east for the next hmm i wud say 3 days!...lalaalaaaaa....!!

I must say that the weekends really past in a instant! before u could even realise, it's monday again! eh k let me recall...Friday was shopping spree with nice company..ne..bin..cherish..yina!...a really HAPPY day...cuz i also happened to meet my long time c.o mate who was working at Heerens...I was greeted with a really warm hug and we really had alot to say...and the weirdest thing this is we're actually not very close in sec sch...!! The wonders of relationships between people...Hehe...and of cuz! Nothing could be happier than a 10% discount on the tee that i took a liking for (since 2 weeks ago!)...and that was solely on the account that i was her friend! huahuahua...

Yeap...that was for Friday...

Saturday was family gathering for mid-autumn! It was a great day spending the festival together -- especially when we have a new member in the big family!...As a tradition,we kids started playing whistling sparkles in the garden...creating all sorts of formations possible on the grass...ranging from the rabbit head...to the star...then heart...and finally the chinese word " yue" ~moon...Following that we had our fill of mooncakes...both the traditional and contemporary ones..(didn't overeat this time! haha) ...and had a game of cards..a dumb game : bluff...which i am not very good at..haha...tsk i'm just too honest..hahaha...(definitely not a que to puke!) ...

Sunday...a slacking day!...slept till 2pm... watched tv...FULL HOUSE till 5...read papers till it was time to go out to celebrate parent's anniversary...went gramp's house again...and returned at 10 plus...felt guilty that nothing was accomplished over the weekends...sat down and read Sociology till 3...blog till now...Haha...nothing much done...but still feeling happy...

Oh yea! tmr signing up for driving basic theory and going swimming with qiqi! YES like finally laaa...!! WOot!...alright...that's about all for my happy accounts...ha!...

i really wana K her!

argh! i want to complain! the white polo tee costs only $9.60 now...when i bought it like at $16 bucks!! and my sister was genius enough to wash it together with her pink 3 quarts (which completely runs colour) in the machine...argh...totally piss-ing man...

finally bought my accoustic guitar strings...yay..cant wait to re-string the guitar so i can play it at home...shall disturb my family...with my horrendous playing and singing....haa!

yep...thinking of taking driving lessons soon...best if i could complete it in 3 mths...which i think is like mission impossible...hais but lazy to go through all the hassle...

k bom bom time...

taking the SLEEPYTOWN EXPRESS ...

Feeling sleepy and lethargic the whole day in school again...and it really doesn't help when the weather is so freaking scorching hot...it just makes the day even more boring and lazy...with all the heat and humid...Well maybe it's just me...bin says i'm such a sleepyhead and she can't stand me because i sleep wherever and whenever possible...haha...

Anyway, saw so many pigeons on my way home just now...was quite amazed because i thought it is the CROWS that are now the ones dominating the world, well maybe at least in Singapore...

okay...i duno wad else to say other than...i bought a new tee!! YaY...

BORED...okay sleeping time...

All men whilst they are awake are in one common world: but each of them, when he is asleep, is in a world of his own. ~Plutarch

chew my foot!

yikes! Uni life a breeze...? MY FOOT!! I think the readings are piling..and even if i do read them they dont really get into my puny brain...! It's like i'm reading them for the sake of reading...!!
*groans*

I miss JC...

and RBFC!!

I'M A NUS STUDENT!!!

18th was bin's birthday!! And we still haven got her a gift yet! whahahaaha...but that woman claims she wants to curl up and die...doks...wad a inauspicious word for her big daY!!

Anyway time in school past rather quickly today...mb because i had my fill of sleeping in the library...erh like 2 hrs?...Yea..and when i woke there were like 2 line marks on my face...like kena slapped as wad bin has described! hahaha...

And after school went for AIKIDO welcome tea with mong seng...hey it was pretty cool man!...Had some hands on practice with the seniors...and learnt some self defence stuff too...Haha! And the weirdest thing happened while i was practicing the movements with this tallie--- i played the "baddie" and he was supposed to use the Akido movements to "subdue" me...and apparently he had to raise and twist my arm... and then turn in to face me...but cuz he was so tall, i had to tip-toe in order for him to turn in... Just imagine the whole scene---2 cuckoos attempting to fight... in a SLOW-MO action...Hahaha...you'll probably think we're joining the nus ballroom dancing...DOKS!!

And yeap after that was ZULU's munchie monkey dinner! Well it didnt taste that bad afterall...We all had fun eating, crapping, taking photos, and making straw stars---*proud!*...HURHUR that was like after my many attempts of folding...that it finally morphed from a SUN into a STAR!!

PS: NENE!! i've passed ur message to ur lao gong already...and he has only 2 words for you :XIE XIE!....hwaahhaaaa...i want my messenger fee...NOWWWW....hwaahah

Okies...gotta do tutorials tmr! Wish me luck!

Happy National Day!

Quite excited that school's starting on Wednesday...gotta adjust back my sleeping time man...the topsy turvey lifestyle of mine...haha..
Still quite blur about wad to read up on...wad to print for lectures...wad textbooks to buy...how to top up matric card...which group to join for tutorial...and too lazy to read the ivle carefully...

Went for audition for guitar club just now with ying, qiqi, emeris & cherish...hurhur..hope i can get recruited...been wanting to learn it ever since i saw JAY playing the song " Qing Tian" in popcatz---some ULU Singapore entertainment TV programme... *jay fetish*! Man...that was really a long long time ago...
Oya and i want to complain...NUS alot of mosquitoes...!!! killed one today...the school shld get some mosquitoes busters to bust them off man...if not sure tiok dengue one day...Haha...

alright..that's abt it!

YEa...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! I LUV SINGAPORE!!! *waves flag*

Guess wad ...! i went to read up on introduction to Sociology...zai bo!...Erh...but understood only 50% of it...

QET out tmr...hurhur..hope i pass...otherwise it's super embarassing haha..Arts student taking eng mod...*shakes head*... Oh ya...reveal something stupid...i went to check out abt the qet results some days ago...and was so happie that my name was not under the list of ppl who tiok the allocated eng mods...then in the end...KL pointed out my stupidity...the results were for yr 2004...how dumb...!!

...alritey gotta prepare for my candlelit dinner with *ahems* my dear stone...and qiqi...!!

BIN stop ls-ing liao ma???? Hehe...i think u're really prone it man...anws take care kaes...

bye fOlks!