GOMENASAI...!!!!

Okay...this entry is specially dedicated to Dear Ne...And this is for me Pang Seh-ing her for two consecutive days...:P...Monday was due to some passport renewal issue and today was simply because i was too lazy to go out...Ya..So..sorry ne!...You're still very much loved ya...See you tomorrow at weiling's party...*smileZ* (OH ya! and sorry to RBFC members emeris and cherish)

Yea...yesterday Bin niang has flown off to Guangzhou...kinda miss her!!...Haha..hope she swipes the entire Guangzhou of their VCDS so we can all go her house slack and watch them...Well..that's wad i'm best it you see...slacking and tv comes hand in hand for me haha*

And it was sweet of her to send me an email at the airport...totally touched* Hope she really enjoys herself despite the fact that she was compelled to travel there for her holidays...Haha..!

Alright...that's all for today..
Once again...sorry ne!

-ahmah-

Hais...just kena marah by my dad...over some passport renewal thing... So diaoz...It's as if it's my fault that my passport has expired...sian...I think if i tell him about the Shanghai trip he will just explode..hais...basing on how he just exploded on such a minute thing...*shakes head*
Anyway, gonna take a photo and send in for passport renewal after the rain has stopped...

Perhaps becoming a more independent girl will help me break through this...

Well sadness aside...I saw JAY yesterday!!!! He is so damn SHUAI!!...WAaaa.aaaa...and the whole indoor stadium was like super high...and Onz...Jay simply rocks!! He played his pinkish piano and the fingers were like WOAHH...!!! My sister and I were screaming like crazy...hmm..come to think of it..i think i've never gone that crazy before...But the feeling was great!!! Will be looking forward to his next concert...! Confirm gonna buy the front row seats...cuz yesterday he kept facing the East and West stadium...and he looked quite tiny from my seat..!

The best thing that happened was that i saw him leaving the stadium!!! And he waved!! From his car!! *Smittened*... Couldn't sleep at night because of that haha...

And yesterday after concert, my da jie came to pick us up and we went for dinner at 85 market!!...Had my stingray and ba chor mee...Yum...that was like at 1.30am...stun bo...!

K la...shall not make people like VANESSA jealous anymore...haha...Till now...i am

Ahmah...
Arden fan of JAY!

JAY ROCKS!!!

i just pierced my ears with bin niang yesterday...FREAKING PAIN LA...duno who cheated my feelings and said it's only like an ant bite... My right ear still hurts...and i think i look funny ..

K...i go drink my green bean soup le...Good for throat...later can scream more when i see JAY!! YEA...!!!

I'm back!!

Woah...i can't believe 19 days has past...haha...and to think that i am actually capable of not touching the laptop for 19 days...Clap clap!*...Yea...one more paper...and i'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! Huahuahuahua!!

Just now went to watch TAXI with my RBFC and RBFC member-to-be........sister Tan...(Not Ah Cheng) And the best thing was that we met Clarice, Meiyi and Steph by chance in the cinema!!! COOL...We were even sitting on the same ROW and right beside one another...! Damn qiao..Hahaha...one whole row of meridian girls...Haha...and erh...and one "sister"...

Anyway, the show was GR8888T!...Was laughing throughout like mad...haha...And the chicks were hot..!...Especially VANESSA...Hint* hint*...She looked so good even when she shouted " Go and die!" in portugese ...Wahaha...

Yea...And recently ne made a bookmark for me...using peng's left over wrapping paper....This bookmark came just at the right moment...Haha..can use it while i do some serious reading on advertising careers...*Ahem* Ahmah is making serious plans for her future okay...*que to applause...*

And looks like the RBFC has already lined up a whole series of schedules of work for me...I even recieved a timetable from the president yesterday regarding the plans for the whole of next week...Haha...busy club, busy members...no wonder we need more manpower...

And Of cuz i wont forget my mudda...gotta get her dress before she flies to Guangzhou...Hmm wonder if she's going to Heerens to see Jay tom...Damn physics paper...it just has to be in the afternoon...spoil my family reunion time only...

Yay...can go bang on my mangas with ah moi and huiling...Find one day go moi's house to slack and read...*hiak*

Should be watching "Bride and prejudice" with min too hahaha... unbelievable ya...

Yayyyy...Freedom in 22 hours....!

The freaking laptop just played me out...Now have to retype everything again...Okay here it goes...

I think my hair is going more and more hay-wired each day...just look at the mess...Of cuz i know only niang will understand perfectly my agony...cuz we share those genes...shobs*!

Anyway, yesterday i met jasmine, my first 3 months jie mei in KFC! She definitely looked very different...so brightened up and refreshed looking because of..ahem ahem* ..Haha shall not be too explicit...haha..Anyway her great changes ranged from her new bangs...slimmer figure...fair and rosy skin..( and can u actually believe she's from ODAC?!) and hey hey!...Drum rolls...A Beatiful set of teeth!...She finally got those braces out...i remembered her telling me that she had them on for at least 9 years...Scary huh! All in all...she looks like a gorgeous babe to me *...kk ahmah dun stray...whhahaha..just kidding!

And also for the first time...we hear cherish say she can't finish her cheese fries!!!..CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!? ( Yuan lei's voice)...Haha...Cheers Cherish!!...Looks like you have trained hard for the coming prom..!! After that we all went to visit the sick and poor ole Michael...who stayed in a ward surrounded by all the ah peks..and uncles...Can really understand how bored he feels...Even i can't stand living there...for a day haha..
not to mention 3 weeks? Opps..Haha..!

Anyway after leaving the hospital...Ne, emeris, cherish chin and I created a " scary video" via cherish's and ne's handphone...i think i really have potential to star in horror flicks man...Any one needs an actress??Hehe..

Anyway...that's all...Gp's fine...and i hope the coming maths paper will not fail me too!
Jia you!...till now...
I'm Ahmah from RBFC!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN IN AN HOUR'S TIME!!!

Wah today never study...hehe...guilty*...
Now still fantasizing with bin and ex-lover about taiwan trip...
Shy*...JAY....!!!

Man...Alot of things in mind that i want to buy...and do...gotta finance myself by finding a well paid job...*ANY LOBANG ANYONE?!!?*wahahah...excited...cuz i have never worked before...

Btw, me going for a zhen fei da ji hua...cuz someone just said that i grew thinner again...*SIAN*....

Meanwhile...Gotta have the motivation to continue mugging for A's...!!

SpookY...

Oh man...can't sleep and just heard some marbles falling above...*shivers*...And that's not all... after that came the sounding of some footsteps ...followed by a ball bouncing...gosh...freaky man...

Come to think of it, Halloween is like in just another 3 days...Hmm...and i think it's cool to be dressing up in your spooky outfit and joining in all the fun at some party that lasts throughout the night...Imagine kids going door to door saying " Trick or Treat?"

Hehe...hopefully...next year my family or friends would be more happening...Celebrate and have fun together...muhahaha...*grinz*

Okay okay...back to earth...today was a totally unproductive and sucky day for me.....Yes..spent 3/4 of my time in my room...studying?? Nope!...was swtiching on the aircon...then switching it off...then opening my windows....then closing them and oning the aircon again...tsk tsk...ANd yes...when night fell...i went for my marathon...

Tomorrow joinign peng min and chin to study...jia you ba...
Nights!

Heheh...guess wad! *Drum rolls*..."Ahmah is having insomia once again!!" Haha..looks like my old age is acting up once again...tsk tsk...Anyway, just finished reading bin niang's bloggy and was laughing away like a mad pig...*whoops!* Is this what we call: Like mudda, like dotter?"...Seems like we're both really sadistic...Yup....anyway, yes whatever it is bin, you're still very much loved and heck care about that freaking mustard!! Come on...take a deep breath..HU XI HU XI!!!

Tomorrow having physics practicals...Somewhat an official start to the A's...Hope everything will be fine... Wish me luck in completing everything properly and most importantly, on time!!!...Ahmah...you can do it...:)

Anyway..goodluck to all peeps taking A's tomorrow...and hope people having insomia in the world can join the rest in dreamland soon!!

Oh by the way bin, you're not the only suay one ya...i also had to retype my entry!...*sHy*

I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!

Yea man people look at the time i blogged...2.50 am...and yes...i'm having insomia once again...Sigh...Very very tired mentally and physically...but just can't fall asleep...That's y i'm here...

Lala...too bored...everyone's sleeping...and can't do my work now cuz if i do...i can't study in my room cuz my sisters are sleeping...and if i study outside my mum's gonna chase me off to bed again...

Yesterday was with hailing and huiling at bedok CC...though didn't really accomplish much despite sitting at the same old position for at least 4-5 hours...i enjoyed their company...it's been a long time since we met up...and tok so much rubbish...and bully huiling hiak hiak*...and i know u miss me alot la huiling..shy*

Anyway, after the three of us got chased out of the study room cuz we're all not members...we headed up to huiling's house for slacking time...Her house is a damn desirable place to slack man...in that cosy study room of hers...We managed to catch up with one another about the recent happenings and ...and most importantly managed to flip through the latest issue of seventeen's magazine and talk about prom dresses...Come to think of it...RBFC members have already custom made theirs...even my jie mei has decided on his outfit liao...Well the ahmah will always be the ahmah...after A's!..Heck for now...heh...

A's approaching...and studies going on so slowly...sigh...please let me fall asleep...
Tommorrow tution at 3pm...hope boon en will not be late...*cross fingers*...
Alright time to blog hop...

just keep swimming~

Yesterday after studying with 'Bedok-ers' at the Bedok library, i went swimming with Mei yi, Sharon and Qi at the bedok swimming complex! 10 laps seh...cool eh...Ahem...apparantly i was the lousiest swimmer la... but managed to learn a little bit more things from them...haha...Sharon is the best swimmer man...After swimming her personal 'chauffeur' even came to pick her up wor...*sweet*...Oh by the way, we encountered this lao ticko who kept looking at qiqi!!...slap his face ar....Then alot of little kids swimming around blocking our way too...and this 2 ang mors...always staying in the middle of the pool....tsk*...Had great fun...

Tomorrow meeting hailing and huiling..hehe...hope it will be a productive day for me...

THIS IS TO NE: Bleah!

Meridian the highest star in the sky

Today is the last day of school in Meridian! So sad...especially when they played some flashbacks that brought back many fond memories and a video on some teachers' last words that were so comical as well as touching...boo hooz...Mathani Naresh rocks!!...

Hehe...today chucky: A hamtaro...made me cry...
hahaz...sounds kinda stupid but...haha ya...
i think i cried because:
1) I am terrified of chucky...all thanks to matthew's hygience
2) I will miss all my classmates...and all our funky and crazy old days...
3) I was laughing very hard at the same time...until my tears welled up...( okay, i am not crazy)

Haha!! I think Odac rocks!...Really proud of the juniors... A cool structure they built on that patch of field!!! Gonna miss them too...

Lala...time for blog hopping whahaa...
laters...

Everyone is changing their blog layouts!! Hehe..seemed like a kind of new trend...and under peer pressure Roger has also decided to change his hwahaha!...Cherish's blog is pure and soothing...and i love the music!...Ne's blog is my lao pa's face...(quick upload his songs!)...Roy's one is simple and enlightening ...Mei sze's also...some butterfly thing...Yina's layout slaps across her beloved pan wei bo...Even jia wei also changed his...(though only did some music and border editing)...You should go check it out ne...it's less scary now hahaha...

Today i pon GP!! hehe..quite proud of myself..though still abit guilty la...managed to sleep throughout the afternoon soundly...*snore*...Duno why nowadays keep wanting to doze off...Looks like i've attained another level of piggy-ness...hehe...

This is scary..no one seems to be online now haha...must be busying mugging...tommorrow having study group with rock bun fan club!!...Should be at tampines library ba...

Lala...there's nothing else...
OH! i using new water bottle!...
UOB junior "sigg"
hwahahaaha!

I rOCk tO tHE cOre!!!

Yea!! I finally changed my blog layout!! Damn nice right...(nicer than jw's blog hehe)whahaha...It's an animation from D.N Angels..! Hailing will be super jealous...hiak hiak*

Anyway, i think i made someone angry yesterday...:P...Just hope she doesn't put it to heart...

Today, was at suntec foodcourt and saw this queer woman hopping from one table to another...and the most bizarre thing that happened was she came over and sat on the edge of the bench next to me... -.-" weird woman... Then soon after...she left and went behind me...haha..wad an encounter...

KK that's for today!

My sister gave me a stress reliever toy that looks like an egg plant (This is when Emeris's eyes sparkles---even though it is green and not purple...and cherish heaves a sigh of relieve! Haha!)
Rather cute..shall bring to school and show it to my classmates tomorrow...I'm sure we all need it to reduce our stress level now that the A's are approaching... barely within two months...

The four-sixers are having a class gathering at Bugis tmr evening... Mr "Robbie William" is leaving Singapore for good...! Sobs...Blame it on the fast pace and stressful society we're living in...Haiz...and comparing Singapore and New Zealand, i'm sure we all understand that...Whatever it is, i'm sure Mr Robb be very much missed by everyone of us...A great teacher he was!

Went home with bin yesterday! Been a long time since we travelled home together...Haha...enjoyed her company man...*shy*

And right now, I'm still waiting for Cherish to come online to show me her prom dress...Haha...wonder if she's taking her nap now?

Okie that's all for today!

Haiz...apparantly...it seems that my sister's friend is more interested in my tutor than my sister...Haha...Sorry to disappoint you guys---( Bin, ne...) ...no more juicy stories haha...

Anyway today, got back some results...not great...but at least improved a teeney weeney bit...and like jie mei, i am thankful for that... *U*...Gotta keep going man...and increase that momentum...

Jay's extending his one day concert to a two day concert...Haha...my 2nd sis was practically hopping mad when she read that in today's papers cuz we already bought the $98 seats...

Hmm.. okay,there's nothing else for now...
cya then...

Waaaaa... tomorrow back to school! What a turn off man...
Got this feeling i'm gonna see teng again...
In other words...later for school!!!
CHOY CHOY!!

Hmm...in about 20 mins time gonna have tution...
mUahahaha...and guess wad...
My sis is at home!!!
*hiak hiak*

Okay...enough for now...
Later if got any huo hua i shall come back fill you guys in!!
CYA!

YAY!!!

Credits to ah wei...!
Finally, i was able to pick up my courage
and take the first step
in rebuilding a lost friendship!
Quite proud of myself now...
Muahahaha!

Today's my dad's birthday..!
Gonna celebrate somewhere later...

YAY!!!

Okay children!

Today, ahmah shall tell you all a story of...

The scariest and most disgusting encounter with a crow.

Okay, the story goes like this:

Emeris and I decided to head home instead of joining Roger, Cherish and gang to mic's house after practicals today...And so after i bought a doraemon from the snack store, we went to the bus stop to wait for bus 3...

And as usual, sweet Emeris decided to pei wo at the bus stop over my side...*shy* As we were chatting happily my eye caught this huge crow that was staring at us...Then, it made its first move, by hopping towards our direction. Worried that it may chase us, we decided to change seats and moved towards the end of the bus stop...

But the stupid persistent crow flew up onto the bar on top of the bus stop...and hopped along the bar to our seat...!!

Scared stiff, we both walked away from the bus stop towards the traffic light...
Who knows, the crow swoop down on us and it's claws grabbed into my hair!!!
Screaming frantically, we ran all the way back into the school, shocked and panting...

And so, after such a scare, we both decided to take bus home from the other bus stop behind the school...
That was when we saw Roy and cherish opposit the road...

Haha...and it seemed that cherish had left her ezlink in school and Roy was accompanying her back to retrieve it...Hao jie mei!!...And guess wad? It turned out to be hiding in her dear pencil case...hahaha...blur queen...

Yeap haha and Cherish insisted that this was a situation of "huan nan jian zheng qing!" ......
..and tried very hard to divert attention away from her bai wu long-ness by praising Roy a hao jie mei hahahah....

Okay...End of story...

Moral of the story:

-Never eat at a bus-stop when u're alone or even in pairs.
-Try to distant yourself from a crow

Oh! Last thing!

"Happy birthday ah weI!"

There's so many things for me to do at home!!
So much so that i find it superbly interesting and exciting to be at home!!!

K... Fine ..i am trying to decieve myself...

Gosh..It's really boring to stay home
Nothing to do other than watching tv and slping...
Life of a idle pig!

Reflection:

Recently i have come to realise that..
i am not the only poor soul in this world...
who is upset and depressed...
and living a sad life...

Different people having different kind of troubles and frustrations...
Some troubles of the heart...
Some troubles with the family...
Others troubles over their school work...
Some a combination of any both...
The more pitiful ones a combination of all...
Or even perhaps other kind of troubles not listed here...

ya...so
I believe that...
Nobody is trouble-free...
In certain stages of our lives...
we are bound to be fraught with tests and trials...

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Yea!
Have been closely catching this
heart wrenching korean soap drama
whaahaha...
Called: Stairway to heaven.

This is the second korean serial drama
which i have been catching without fail...
The first was winter sonata...
>.<

Haha!!
And under my good influence...
Ne has also started watching it!!!
Heard paulus is also watching it...
Muahaha means can discuss about the show when we meet...

Ya and soon i will be changing my blog layout...
Hehe...
So look forward ya!

Before i go...
I HAVE A PAINFUL ACHNE ON MY CHEEK!!!
hehe!
k bye!!

Can anyone help me find a cure for my rashes??
It's not getting better!!
In fact it is getting worse...
-.-"

Anyway...
I think that...
sometimes in life...
you can never get the best of both worlds...
Opportunity costs exists...
giving up one thing for another is inevitable...

Yawn!
okay...
I am falling asleep on my laptop...
zzz...

Good luck to ppl having exams tommorrow!