my TEETH

waahaha! As promised, pictures of my teeth! here they come...pipping hot from the oven!

WARNING:

DANGEROUSLY EXPLICIT.
NOT FOR CHILDREN UNDER 18 ( in other words M18)
WATCH AT YOUR OWN EXPENSE.

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teeth stained with blood. colour gross right!



long long long roots...



can't really see the braces?



CLOSE UP! but pretty dark tho.

yanked out!

yippie i got my teeth out already! for those who have qualms about putting braces, i can tell you that the injections for the anesthetic were far more painful than the extraction itself. yea, in other words it's not that bad after all...no complains about the pain...but i have complains about the dentist on duty that day!...1) he yanked, and yes, genuisly broke the lower roots of my teeth 2) he wasn't gentle AT ALL 3) his extraction tool clipped my poor lip...!*tsk tsk*

Got back results...not too bad..but not that gd either! and ironically geog was my best scored module. -.-""" how unexpected...

okok! i gtg for dentist apptment again!
will post pictures of my disgusting teeth later..!

fruity day!

my teeth are screaming (silently) in pain! it's disgusting how insignificant and harmless looking separators can cause one's teeth to be suffering like shit! omg..wait till i extract 4 teeth out. oh man, can i like faint now?

went out w bin, sissy and his gay partner + his absolutely normal sister. it was stressful shopping with them--> (minus bin) man. stepped into LV, Burberry and many other branded shops for the first time..i repeat, first time in my 19 years of living. it was no laughing matter, bin and myself--we were almost breaking out in cold sweat as we stood there staring at one another, feeling totally-out-of-place. then we watched how sissy and gang shopped and behaving totally like a shang deng ren..then we looked at ourselves again...*goosebumps* OHWELL. and LV shop was filled w bodyguard looking shops assistants...MY-OH-MY even to call them shop assistance sounds too low class! orite, back to main point, they were dressed in black suit and were communicating mainly through earphones, ( now you see why we were panicking!) ... reading this paragraph again, i feel like some sua ku. *shrugs*

anw after that, we went off and met haitun and the 3 of us did our dinner and shopping at bugis. phew, it was definitely MUCH (x a million) more enjoyable: no pressure, no stress, no uneasiness, no out-of-place feeling, no cold sweat...yada yada the list goes on. It was amazing how we 3 mad girls could crap and laugh SOoo much in a mere 3++ hours!

results out tmr!...experiencing some weird feelings here.
50% of scared solute mixed with 50% of bo chap solvent= 100% solution of mixed emotions. understand? haha crap.

X' mas party in emeris's hse tmr. got a pretty little thing for gift exchange. hope the other party likes it! and got myself angel blue necklace too. yay, i have another one now, apart from the black butterfly one...(:

anw, wish me luck for tmr. wish me luck butty.

rubbermouthme.

got the mould done. got the separators in. extraction on sat. *ambithabha*.

manga world.

been cooping at home reading fruits baskets..! been a long long long three years since i last touched mangas...Anw, it a really nice and sweet story. an innocent plot, with lots of corny-hilarious parts and many important lessons that can be learnt, well, to me at least. and i'm already at bk 7! another 11 more bks and i'll be left with nothing to read. gotta read slower....go slow, go slow. nehmind mb when i'm done, i can borrow tou tou from ah hai...hiak( ah hai are u reading this already??? *hint hint*)

anw my right eye feels like it was being punched. dont know why it's hurting quite a bit today. and seriously i dont see any reason why it should hurt, well, unless my sis did punch me in her sleep last night. asked her just now and she retorted that the chances of me punching her is way much higher. oops. hee ok fine then.

kk i think i'll return back to reading my mangas. tee hee. so blissful.

looks who's back!

i did mention that i was lazy in the previous entry didn't i? MIA-ed for the past weeks. too busy going out, too tired from outings, too slack to sit down and churn out accounts of daily happenings. come to think of it, this is the first ever holidays that i am so playing completely. no more worries of pia-ing holiday homework= carefree. nice equation right.

anyway, past few wks met up with S303 girls and we had this cool idea of having a christmas PYJAMAS PARTY at chong pang's house...sounds fun..but our discussion kept revolving about what food to bring and we always ended up agreeing on turkey and log cake and then straying away from the main topic of discussion, to talk about using alvin as our waiter, yuan lai ( yuan lei's brother) as our violinist, and many many many other crappy crappy rubbish.
o yes, and we ate at balcony at heerens and it wasn't a satisfactory meal. To those interested to know you can click on huiqi's blog to read. it has quite a comprehensive account. hehe...and yea after reading please help spread.thankew. muahahaaahahaaha...evil right...

met up with bing bong and tse tse fly too. caught perhaps love. this flick was a major disappointment. i was expecting more climax and heart wrenching moments in the show..hmm but no. it was quite boring and jing chen wu looked really psychotic when he was jerking crazily and typing the chinese words 'i hate you' on his computer. and when he appeared again for the second time at his computer typing 'leave with me', in the same frenzy manner, he looked absolutely comical.
EH...okay i know it's supposed to mean that he loves this lady too much, so much that he loses all control of his own emotions and sanity, that this immensed feeling of love evolved into hatred (apparently she had left him for her career and had refused to acknowledge him again when they both met.)yada yada~ but it just didnt give me that much impact that it should have.

went out with sister and cousins and we're almost done with our christmas shopping, with only one more present to get for our little princess. dammit, that baby's real lucky...only eight months old and she's like enjoying herslf at tokyo..like now!?! sigh, kids these days!

went out with a mountain tortoise who has never been to escape theme park for like the whole 21 years of his life. tsk tsk..what can i say. lala...anyway we took 5 pirate ship rides, 2 go kart rides, 2 spinning rides, 1 wet & wild ride, 1 inverter ride, 1 mini ferris wheel ride, went into ghost mansion once. alot of cute mei meis around and that fellow wanted to give them hp. no. haha Anw, after much self tortures with those giddy rides we went bugis to have dinner and headed for orchard to see christmas deco cuz that tortoise hasn't seen it. -.-" right.

Yest went to the dentist. had a check and my sis and i finally made the mould! going for X-ray on sat. quite excited, but i haven't really decided on the $3200 package or the $4400 package...help me make up my mind!

think i getting abit heaty. those cold sores are out and getting at me again. so sian. hui rong again.i think it's the third time i got them this year. and they keep appearing at the same place. hai hai hai. haha or perhaps it's a sign for less outing, more rest nx week.

wah, kk i think i better end this b4 my com dies on me...battery left with 2 %.
ciaos!

hear me rant

mum's getting moody and sensitive these days. she's been screaming at us since yesterday about the usual stuff: our untidy room (i do not see how messy it is), the overflowing bin, sleeping late and waking late, doing nothing but watching tv, playing computer games, msn-ing and going out. she also said she'd rather have us at school than having holidays...i felt like she's over reacting abit but after i tried putting myself in her shoes, i think i could understand a little why she's so pissed off. well things do happen for a reason and the same logic applies to my mum scolding us for some reasons. but come to think of it, i think the last time she screamed so much was during my younger days. maybe it is precisely because it was quite a long while since she started her screamings again i felt she was over reacting a little. argh. i duno. i just feel abit lousy for being so nua and lackadaisical after the examinations and a little guilty for making my mum pissed and yet feeling irritated and frustrated at the same time. sounds like i'm a not very good daughter here. sigh. maybe i should pack my room tomorrow. i hate packing room. it makes my eyes red and swollen because they're highly sensitive to dust. maybe i should wake up earlier tomorrow which sounds so very impossible because i am such a lazy girl. maybe i should go out less often so i won't be labelled as gallivanting. then again i do not see the point of cooping up at home and idontwanttobesonolife. maybe i should be go get a job so i don't look so diao er lang dang. maybe i should stop msning till wee hours so that i can stop being uneasy about whether she'll be conducting another check on me. maybe, maybe, maybe. sometimes i think if i were a guy, it gives me the excuse of not packing my room, to go out everyday till wee hours, to oversleep, to play computer games forever until the end of the world arrives. sigh. the benefits of an XY choromone being. eh..sounds weird aiya but u all know what i mean la. i realised this entry has no paragraphing again. try squinting ba ppl, i'm too lazy to chop it into paragraphs. k i'm off.

lonely planet

it's weird...i feel so empty suddenly...like i'm alone in this planet...like there's no one else around here...hmm it's really weird.

i love today!

indeed one perfect day!

Got my haircut. Sang all my might. Bought my puma jacket. found a nice puma shoe to buy. Had a sumptous dinner at crystal jade.

I AM FREAKING HAPPY TODAY!!
AND I'M STILL FEELING EXCITED!!

*smiles*

IT'S OVER!

GASP! At long last...the examinations are over...it's been a chore living these few weeks, gnawing and chewing on coursepacks that are totally distasteful and so not for human's consumption...i think out of the 10 times i read...8 times i fall asleep...sigh. maybe i should just go for some yoga lessons to learn how to focus on my mind and concentration.ha. erh.. mb not...i can't imagine myself doing those funny funny actions *recalls mr quah* ...

Anyway, was doing last paper...which was kind of screwed up...i studied them and they came out...but i just couldnt write alot o shit things out...was stoning and on the verge of falling asleep...and guess wad, the best thing was that the questions were easier than the past years...and i actually spotted them...but i couldnt do them...sigh...and the girl beside me actually wrote on two booklets and left half an hour earlier before everyone. i think i can only blame myself for having such a slow-processing mind. i'm serious..i take ages to read a reading or a novel ( i'm not like jiat KANG tang who can read 3 books in less than 4 days)...and i take millions of years to churn out one frigging essay...i'm such a slow poke i can't stand myself sometimes...

SIGH...well nevermind...it's all over...shall not brood over examinations.

Shall brood on...my zits...yes they are popping all over my face. hurhur...i'm exaggerating. They're on my left cheek...they better subside in like 4 days or i'll start ka jiao-ing them.
And i think i look like a pale walking zombie with one of the messiest hair around...it's all the doings of the damn examinations...screw the examinations! Shall go get a hair cut and start exercising...i need a healthier lifestyle...oh yes and TANNING! erh..though it's kinda like the monsoon season now...*ahems* putting my geography to good use k...haha..hey, do not "DUH!" me...i'm sure some people do not know okay.

Hmm lotsa upcoming plans ahead...too many and i'm too lazy to list...

Gonna meet tseling :) ..can't wait...the last time i saw her was in March or April i think! Didn't forget my potter date with her...apparently it was set after the screening of the previous potter movie (which was last yr) cuz she was complaining that i didn't watch it with her...hiak hiak...i'm so proud of myself for keeping this promise...hee

Erh...wanted to type about something else...but i suddenly lost my trail of thoughts. Hmm mb it's a sign for me to go take a nap now...
i shall PIA my televsion later...
yippie! this is life!

breakaway

my energy's really draining..i feel totally squeezed dry of whatever's juice that's left of me...the almost 3 wks of freedom taken away is killing meee...and just 2 more days to complete the tons of remainding chapters does not seem so very helpful...endurance is what i need...

some peace please!

ARGHHH i hate this feeling....
i'm just not cut out for this...
TSK
ARGHHH
i need a buffer
give me a scooter!
i want to scot off...
FAR FAR AWAY!
EEKS

highlighters fight!

First paper tmr! Hope all goes well...

Anyway, i was walking past the coffee table where my sis's books were and i stumbled across this...















Can you believe it?! She actually used 5 yellow highlighters for this examination...like HALO, 5 highlighters! And they come in different sizes...and guess wad i spotted one of mine amongst them...hahaha...OH wait...did i tell u that she's a real mugger???

Decided to be funny and shot a picture of my orange highlighter...
















Man just look at the difference.. haha...i really salute her...
But it's not just about the proportionality of the highlighters she used compared to me...she's also 100 times more hardworking that me( hmm maybe 1000 times). once i asked her if she could stop studying for once and she replied :"i can't, because i just can't stop mugging!"...how stunning...and mind you...that was even before the examinations were close...!

Haha! alright..my show's here! chAOS!

motivation people!

AHH!! tried to concentrate but alas! Mind drifts...piao yi piao yi...kk getting out of point here...
Anyway, the attempt to sit down to "swallow" the whole course pack was twarted. running thoughts on unrelated stuff...seem to be overpowering...the desire to blog is just so strong...

And i decided since i couldn't put my mind at ease without blogging, i might as well blog now...so i can have full concentration later...that is.( weak mind surrenders!)

Anyway, let me share with u folks on combatting examination stress!

1) FOOD...

2) FOOD...

3) and more FOOD

Here's mine top listing food:




Andes Chocolate! Minted flavour..absolutely addictive...haha (wk!this is the one!)



See the green minty part there?




Square biscuit with thick layer of butter...absolutely delicious!



Great strawberry cereal... Tastes even better at night!

Important food to accompany me through those late night muggings! Definitely have a psycho-physical boosting effect!

k Ppl, don't wait anymore, make ur list now!

JL and me

Last night, i dreamt of him again!
It's the.. third time i'm dreaming of him, i think.
But this time it was different! He spoke to me...! (if only it were reality)

We were sitting on the marble floor beside the black piano.
Then he stood up, touched piano cover and gazed down at his own reflection for a few seconds...
He opened it singlehandedly
and started moving his fingers along the piano keys, creating a music that was most beautiful and enchanting...
He asked me to come over to play the piano,
and so i did...
But he laughed in an embarrassed manner, and chuckled :" hao lan..." (It's terrible)

...He was my friend in this dream...close, i think~
: )
A very nice dream indeed.

FUNNY DAY!!

STUDYING AT KFC...




Starting to get BO LIAO after staring at notes too long...



*Tada!* Qi was bad at this...she tried like UPTEEM TIMES before i managed to snap this shot!



Waaa...guai right...( notice the same pose)



SEE SEE...She's um- chioing!!



Erh i'm supposed to look enlighten...dun seem to have that expression tho'. Ha yea, can't act and still want to take Theatre studies...
And Cheeky Qiqi...Flipping the pages trying to act serious like she's concentrating...


not exactly a productive day at KFC today, but still, huiqi and i tired to looks as if we were really into serious studying... Yea and the word is tried...

HAHa then we saw a guai ah zek outside KFC punching the air and kicking space...And he suddenly did this absolutely stunning li xiao long wannabe pose that totally made both of us burst out laughing like mad...
This brings me to conclude that Bedok really has alot of weird and mentally unstable people...i think this uncle's the third one i've met...yikes...!!

SHEESH ppl, i took like an hour trying to post this entry! uploading pictures is so difficult! The sequence of the pic is totally messed up...haha can't be bothered already...

kk i gtg study now! haha to make up for just now!

WRIPLEAY's believe it or not!

know of anyone who peels burgers?
know of anyone who has no courage to eat Yong Tao Hu?

...well, do let me/bin know if you know of anybody who has the above qualities
because he/she should just make friends with cal the *i**y.
HAhaha...

OH btw,
i really need to bring your attention my entry's title.
HAhahaha...

to all eeky ppl out there...

EEKS. just heard a story from a friend...
Sometimes,
Trying too hard won't help.
SO... Just face it!

ponders

blog hopping is fun especially when you get to read really hilarious stuff and interesting happenings or accounts of people (be it friends or strangers). well, i guess for me it's also a form of envy, admiration for some people. don't get me wrong, i don't mean the lovey dovey kind of envy or secret admiration, but rather, i'm refering about being in a state where you can actually be awed at the things that people do, how they live their lives, their way of expressing thoughts, their language usage (whether fluent or not). Sometimes while reading blogs, you may feel as though you were the blogger herself/himself; you both share the same feelings, sentiments, perpectives, perhaps because you were also experiencing the same kind of problems, or probably because you have been through or experienced something similar once during a point in your life. On other occassions, you can suddenly feel inspired or enlightened by words of others, which may or may not stir up strong feelings that cause you to make bolder decisions in life or make you to decide that you want to be like that person. It is difficult to give an example here, but you should know what i mean, when you come across one that can unknowingly create in you an uncontrollable surge of emotions i guess? Besides, if i did give an example, i would have unwittedly blurted out whose blog i was talking about- if it were someone who knew me, who reads my blog and who very well knows that i do read her/his blog, it might make her/his head swell or worse, she/he may view me differently, as though (...)- too many reasons! And if it were a stranger i was talking about, and the stranger happens to pop by my blog by chance or even frequent my blog without my knowing, depending on the situation, upon reading this entry she/he may might be unhappy/happy, because i have intruded into their privacy. eh well that is if it mattered to them at all la. okay, i think i see many lost lambs already. i am also beginning to wonder what crap am i spewing now. haha.maybe i should just stop now, though i still have alot to say. shan't continue to further confuse people and confuse myself. well i should just end by saying, blogs speak quite alot about someone( this is arguable in NM1101E though) and through it, we may gain many worthy insights , find our inner and deepest thoughts and even courage.

i miss 03S303!!

Roger's in Australia now!...and he'll be there till next year! Haven't met him in ages until like today...haha but i think he's still the same old roger...forever so kee siao and making people laugh...and omgosh...he has like PLENTY OF FRIENDS laa...i think it took him almost an hour to say goodbye to everyone...haha...or maybe even more!
It'll be a pity that he wont be joining us in this coming class chalet...! one less joker and fun person around! Anyway hope he'll make it for his pilot training and only come back after successfully passing all his flying tests...or wadeva u call that!