ME

i wish i could be more adventurous.
i wish i could be more candid
i wish i could be more interesting

but i'm just me.

it's been so long i feel like shutting this blog down. ha. i live up to my slacker's title. but guess it's time to find a cure. probably a cca.

anyway, the china trip was much much much much better than expected. must be the company la. climbed the wu yi shan (we all coded it the 513). i think it was around 7000 steps or something. but i think i'm still considered quite fit after a long long hiatus. the last time i exercised is probably 2 years ago? my sis was practically on her fours, haha damn funny.

we also sat the water raft for 3 hrs under the pouring rain, myself protected with only a lousy + torn poncho. cold, but the experience was great. and our boatman's really knowlegeable. his conversations wit my mum's damn you mo shui, with several insertions of chinese literary poems which i myself didnt understand of cuz. makes me feel quite shameful, especially when he addesses us as university grads (da xue sheng).

oya. my family went gaga over the tea showcase they bought like over dozens of it. now i have so many types of chinese tea at home. the tea lady said each box can last us about 3 years. my mum bought 10++ which means i have 30 over years supply of tea! haha how incredible that is.

it felt like the china people ripped us out of the chinese herbs too. yea, i cant believe that one packet of yellow mushrooms can cost S$50. ( 1 packet=500g). My mum actually spent S$200 on those cao yao which they claimed cannot be found in singapore.

the service in china is really sucky. Maybe we singaporeans are too pampered, but it's difficult not to compare our singapore standard to china's. Really world's apart. Argh, bad service...which reminds me, i got molested by this stupid jiao di an mo guy. - . -. that whole 2 hours was the worst time of my life. T.T

hehe. ok i'm too sleepy to continue.

dont worry folks, though the place is quite ulu, i managed to get u guys some souvenirs, but it's just some cute keychains la haha...so dont complain k.

orite. ta!

it's over.

after k-ing books after books for WEEKS, i can finally announce that EXAMS ARE OVER!
but but but but but
i'm feeling happy yet empty at the same time.
why? simple.
when you're kept busy, you spend less time pondering and caring about other things. once commitments are accomplished, you have nothing else to do except think about all the rahh-bbeesh issues that you have chucked aside in that little corner of your mind a few months ago.
say what? yea. it's a psychological thing. so, actually issues don't matter. it's just the mental state that makes it worthy or worthless.

pia.mug.chew.

even if i don't die of fatigue (mental), i guess i'll die of a broken back.

yes, backaches acting up again. a sign of old age.

belated actually

yip! happy bird day to miss cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

: ))

not again.

it's happening again.
don't think.
calm down woman.
it's just a vicious cycle.
sleep will cure it all.

earth calling december.

hope for all of it to end soon. this sem's examination looks pathetically bleak to me. ah, wadeva.

i saw the incomplete x'mas lightings at orchard. there's this bird looking ornament that hangs above, which has a striking resemblance to a mahjong tile- the 1 bamboo thing..ehh..so what do you call that?

the decos aren't as pretty as last year's. yea, last year's christmas, was somewhat different.

the other

sucks...
if i were a new zealander, i'd be so much a different person from what i am today.
..........
and i remembered declaring my love for my ctry.
gah...ppl do get tired.

spatial logic

it's funny. i mean the spatial logic. even the term sounds funny, but right now i can't think of a better way to express it. so let's leave it as the spatial logic.

so here's how the logic applies.

it's like,

when you stay in the hall you end up turning up later for classes ( i generalize)
when your find that your friends understand you better than your family does
when you prepare so much for the future you overlook the present

in the same sense,

my family actually travels all the way to the west/central food centers every wkend, and the east hawkers are almost unbeknownst to us.

why settle for the further when one is right before you?

you see, as the cliche saying goes: the grass is always greener on the other pasture.

now and guess what.

i'm typing all these rubbish because it is only today that

i realised how much the Bedok chu-wee kuey rocks...

+ hear about the other famous famous bedok delicacies

i should seriously get to know my neighbourhood man.

doodle diddle ding dong thingy

HAHAHA! i'm gg crazy over the 2003/4 doodle in chee's blog!! so kewl! and today i just doodled in her book again while crashing her SS lect!!

it's really a nice feeling, to be surprised by such lilttle discoveries...

it makes me smile from my heart! (:

nissan march is so cute!

i see, so habits can be broken.
havent been blogging so the cracks are beginning to show.
tagboard code, please, someone..

chee and i made a not so mad mad rush for the bus 95 just now. think we looked hilarious. haha. and she's gonna take bebe food from tonight onwards. goot luck woman. i'll promise not to laugh on sat.

newae...wenta arts forum and saw this really cute looking nissan march..love da cream color to bits..il est petite voiture, j'aime beaucoup. mais ..Chee said it's one of the cheapest car in the market..er. so wad, i have cheap taste? haha.

AH goong!
-out-

i finally found it.

Ji Xiang San Bao, 3 treasure

every body listen to this! chee's fave song!
We even did a remix at party!!
PS: chee don't be too touched k ;)

reduced to the wonderer

it's pretty much the same logic.

when you have all the time in the world, you dont know what to do 'bt it.
but when you don't have time, you start whining frantically for it.

UUrgh.

It is the same logic.

alienana speaks

i've been lazy 'bt everything. i've never been enthu 'bt anything. O! let me melt and seep into the ground ..

erm. ok it's friday and i've not done much. nope, not even 40% of what i declared i must do.

GAH. heck. at least i got started wit my most headache assignment. special thanks to you.

it made me realised that life is all about connections..

and i detest it.

superficiality just takes over you when you need someone's help. It happens, at least to me.

and i realised how selfish and ugly i was.

ok, too serious.

i'm just thinking aloud here. not a sign of depression.. or anything close to that.

let's change to a gossip-ier topic.*grins*

berry's into some peach flower trouble...and she's accusing me of watching all the fun while she bears the consequences.

peach and berry. doesn't sound too bad ya?

so will they bear (cross-breed)fruits or will she bear the consequences?

stay tuned.

pop-day!

it is pop's bday!

day's itinary:

dimsum at taka (it's never enough!)
bought mooncakes
visited granny
cycling at ecp
seafood treat!

buuuurrrppp!! satisfied.
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thinkin back, i was too polite. if it happens again (choi choi) i will pull no punches. haha...

BON RBFC!

wooooooo...rbfc meets pour dim sum again! plus nous avon fun cruisin' around P.W parade en cherishable koh's jolie black voiture...( la voiture du la soeure!! ) ok la, sa skills not bad wor. elle deserves 8/10 whahahaha. (deux points deducted pour parking...whahaha)

broken french+singlish..haha i think if mon tuteur regarde cest, il will aller hopping mad.

haha..before everyone starts cursing, i should quit that..

ngang ngang -_- ... been feeling damn lethargic these days..keep going back to sleep after staying awake for 5 hours... (z _ z) even now as i'm typing this entry i feel i'm drifting off to lalaland...

anyway, this wk i promised myself that i will and MUST catch up with all the readings!! and plus, i must settle all da assignments ahead+revise my french+$#%&*^!#@ all the other rubbish..

O btw, is there anyone who is shou2 with any of those prominent prominent people in NUS? tolong tolong.. please intro me. i gotta do an interview for a featured profile ..erm by end of this week...?? =.=

hais, now i know why i'm feeling so lethargic nowadays..

daze-maze

today's another one of those days where i'm experiencin' crap. i'll be just fine.

ok, but let me complain once again.

so it's only the 5th week into the semester..but i'm already AT my saturation point..

Like today, i was (and still am) in a dazed mood i couldn't string a simple sentence properly, and 90% of the time i was uttering gibberish which i myself didn't even understood.

even now, i sense my brain detached from my head..and it has got this chilling needle prickling sensation every now and then.

am i getting insane?

it sinks morale when ur effort is deemed rubbish.

eh. i just digressed did i?

evidence of incoherent thinking.

right, back to my work.

out.

for the richer or poorer?

*ANIME ALERT!!*

Watch Ouran High School Host Club!

they have a nice and crazy mix of characters...

u'll be in for a good laugh!!!

internalize it.

i know i really shouldn't be wasting time on this, but i just have one thing to say,

being silent doesn't mean you don't care. it's just that you don't show.

ma eyes *SPARKLED*

ever met someone with a transformation so great it's hard to swallow?

ever felt like you have no recollection of that friend possessing any shred of that foreign trait?

ever got smacked in da face by the most absurd question, whether you know the person right before your eyes?

if all 3 questions renders the 'yes' answer, you are so welcomed to join my league.

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dada...i forced myself outta the house today despite the recurring fever and sore throat that has been on for weeks. yea, wenta super crowded Comex IT fair at expo and i saw so many cool cool gadgets at such bargainable prices and they even come with freakin' many freebies! i'm so gonna get a new laptop at the next fair!

other than those kewl gizmos, i also saw so many familiar faces ..which just proves how puny our island is. Bumped into meiyi, many NUS faces, jo's teacher, LW's ex-sch mate....and WUBAI!

i mean pseudo wubai la.
haha mb pseudo wubai was gonna watch the real thing (wubai's concert at expo) in that very same evening!
wahahhaahahahaha this is so so darn funny!

i know i'm a meanie calling him names.
i know i might tiok karma.
i hope pesudo wubai never ever chances upon this blog.