Tuesday, January 31, 2006

best hols of the year!

WEEEEE!! i love CNY!! The get togethers for my family is always so fun and rewarding! we've been seeing the same faces for three consecutive days already...but we just seem to have endless things to talk about, endless spread of delicacies to fill our tummies--all credits to the great cooks: my mum and aunties, and endless coins to thrust onto the gambling table (small bets la..) ! It's so blessed to be part of this family, really!

tmr will be house hopping to binny's & ne's place! so exciting!

haha but i'll be so screwed for wed- fri's tutorials...
gahh..cldn't care less for now! ENOYING my CNY is my current priority!

I LOVE CNY! I really do!

Saturday, January 28, 2006

new colours, new posters

o i forgot to add that i had this corny & outrageous dream of my teeth last night. my molars were like half hanging and drooping from the gum and i was bleeding profusely...but the dentist refused to treat me and told me that i am to come only on my next appointment, which is like a month later!! haha!

Oyes..i went to visit my dentist on wed and had my rubbers changed!...now i have caterpillar colours on my braces and i think i look funky!

Since it was the new year, my sis and i decided we should make some super important and major changes to our room wall...

presenting you:











2 new JAY posters! ok la not so new afterall...but i just replaced the previous one with these two!

lalala~

Friday, January 27, 2006

i smell WEEK ENDS!!

CHEERIOS!! wkends' here!

yippies..! tutorials, reaction paper and coursepacks can be thrown all to one side for the time being. they were simply ruling the whole of my third week man...dead tired after every single day.
looking in retrospect and comparing it with the schooling days today, i realise i should really start to accept the reality that i have the luxury no more to sleep into the late late afternoons!*groans*

Apart from the lack of sleep issue, it was basically a good week.
met some new people, had some time for myself at the library, met up with old friends for lunch and stuff and the lectures and tutorials proved to be quite entertaining. yea, which means on the whole still can make it la...cuz i haven't dozed off in class yet!...and this is quite a miracle you know.

CNY soon...
Resolutions?
maybe sleep less and work more. ( school and exercise) ...which in other words, means slack less.
save more so i can shop more. haha...it's an essential.
everyone to be happy.

Quote of the day:

There are some things that just leave you wanting more,
and some things that you just want to leave it at there.

--- genius me.

Monday, January 23, 2006

micellaneous?

Today's a good monday.
lectures were entertaining especially EL (i'm beginning to appreciate this mod) and i was awake throughout tho' it was a mere 4 hrs of sleep for me yesternight.
and thumbs up for today's weather! we have the mr. sun minus miss. humidity
...how perfect!

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Last night my sis and i were into busting roaches...ok maybe a roach.
apparently, at 4.30 am, the flyingbigfatuglygrossed looking thing crawled it's ways onto my sis's knees while she was sound asleep and when she woke to see what was the thing that was molesting her legs she jumped out like a crazy woman and screamed frantically for me-->( was in the kitchen pinching on CNY guddies) with her pillow, blanket and bolster in her hands...
took us bout 20 mins to keel that ugly thing and we were watching it dying slowly as it was soaked thoroughly in a pool of baygon--our hero! well the whole process's so disgusting i think i shall not attempt to explicitly describe it here in case i make you puke out your yesterday's breakfast or something. haha.

so does this reminds you of the infamous hit about the cockroach by guo pretty pretty? come to think of it, don't you guys think the lyrics MIA-HEE..MIA-HOO...sounds like a mule hee-hawing?*shrugs*


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oh well, moving on, today's my sis's bday! 25....scary age huh.
anyway we had sushi dinner. the food's great but the experience was an unpleasant one.
first we met this rude auntie who cut queue..
then it took us 45 mins to get seated because of inconsiderate people who refused to leave the restaurant after their meals...

..but guess what, nothing could be more exasperating and angering than watching 2 ppl sitting at a 5 seater table, already finished eating (but who just simply refused to move their precious butts) continue to thick skin-ly root themselves there, and tear up napkins like some idiots...argh see, the more i describe the more pissed i get!

and to make things worse, we just had to sit near this cocky egoistic guy who can go on non stop about himself. it just spoils everyone's appetite. i have nothing against people who talk alot. but this guy who was so full of himself was not only talking non stop, he was talking LOUDLY non stop.i swear i almost wanted to pour the hot tea over his head and scream: " WHO CARES about you, you and you!!!!" straight into his ear drums.

oh no...i know i don't really sound like myself today. but i can't help ranting about all the weirdos i've met!

maybe because i was really hungry then, and so, moody, i guess. A hungry tiger is an angry tiger.
get my point?

dahhh..on a lighter note, tmr's my off day!
ok la...nothing much else to say.


Friday, January 20, 2006

RAM-day for me!

Is today an auspicious day for ramming or wad?

ramming 1:

old pei pei dashes across the road when bus was approaching...and then "BANG!" ...it scared the shit outta me for 1 min. (was happily sitting at the window seat)
nope, old pei pei wasn't rammed. but it was close. he probably slamed his hands onto the back of the bus.

ramming 2:

strolling down orchard road after a happy lunch at Marche'. along came a reckless rider..er yes, on his bicycle. (singapore post, i saw). everyone was moving out of his way. but just as i was about to react, he rammed straight and hard into me, since he was cycling at such high speed. took me 1 min before i recovered from shock and exclaimed an "OUCH". seriously, i don't know if i should blame it on my slow reaction, or his inconsiderateness( this word exists, according to my oxford).

ramming 3:

was happily looking forward to sleep while walking home when a bunch of lunatic kids charged towards me. and yup, i was rammed, again, as much as you can guess. just imagine like 10 or more bowling balls rolling towards one standing pin and u can understand how horrifying an experience that was. and apparently they were trying to compete racing across the road. cold-stared at them for 1 min before i went off my way.

maybe it wasn't an auspicious day for ramming.
maybe it was just an INauspicious day for me!

PS: the "happy" and "1 min" thing was over emphasized for an effect la. haha

Saturday, January 14, 2006

misery O misery!

lately i heard too many stories.

humans are such weird creatures. one moment they feel elated, and in the very next moment, they morph into an all melancholy-depressed-crestfallen being. sometimes humans have to carry on their backs so many kinds of emotional weights it makes them rather schizophrenic, like they're a combination of the so many different types of personalities that it becomes disillusioning. minds become overpowered by erratic echoes of running thoughts and burning questions. questions that question who you are. questions that question the emptiness in your mind, heart. questions that question what you're wanting and yearning for.

i guess all these boils down to the word we all are afraid of: loneliness.

when you feel like you're being left out or forgotten, you suddenly feel loneliness. then you feel dejected and get depressed. and that's how the whole vicious cycle kicks off.

when you're reminiscing the old and long gone happy days, loneliness sets in and so does the vicious cycle.

when you feel like you have nothing else to say to this familiar stranger who seemed all familiar and yet so unfamiliar, and the effort to strike up a conversation merely ended flatly like it wasn't worth anything, you feel distant and loneliness surge in and there goes the vicious cycle again.

when you thought that someone might have understood you, but you were wrong, you feel small in your own planet and loneliness creeps in again.

see, it's really so tiring to be humans sometimes.
complex minds. complex lives.
seems like an inevitable fact
everyone's a victim of of their own minds.

Friday, January 13, 2006

finally! some light!

yippie! the sun's out!

and i knew that it would be a sunny weather today when i watched the sky last night. ah yes, i was fighting insomia( doings of 5 hours nap) and i noticed something unusual about the sky...it wasn't pink no more!

gah..pretty strong sunlight... blue sky hanging with huge fluffy white clouds, with some suspicious looking grey ones lurking behind the white ones...that's what i observe outside my window now.

just bought another text..and it cost me a bomb.
i am desperately looking forward to CNY..angpaos!

Thursday, January 12, 2006

BRRR...

gahhhhh...i napped like 5 hours?!?! looks like i haven't much hope for sleeping tonight...
wells, but it was still nice to nuzzle under my blanket and hibernate in this nice weather (nice only for sleeping!)...and besides, i should just sleep all i want now, since it will be very soon when school picks up & such a luxurious life becomes a sin.

and ya, speaking of the lately (proned)rainy weather, i'm already beginning to miss the SUN...
it is not nice to wear damp clothes & wet shoes
it is not nice when you have to take an extra effort in walking lest any splashing
it is not nice to have to add more weight to your bag (umbrella)
and it's definitely not nice to have a chilled nose.

i've always wanted to ask about this song:

you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are GREY...

can anybody tell me what that means? or did i get the lyrics wrong?
happy when skies are grey..?
doesnt make much sense to me!

anw, mini majong with the cranky and complicated family on tues was real fun...wished we could play more rounds...cos the novice me "hu-ed" like only twice while that ying xian de bin was silently winning almost every round?!

lala ok i shall hone on my majong skills soon and beat them till the flowers wilt and the water flows.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

SHRIEKS!!

omg...i just chanced upon something that made me want to puke out everything that you could possibly find in a human body. disgusting. there is absolutely NO similarity. not all all, mind you! and i hope i shall never see such a comparison again. EVER.uurgh. you must be one blind...ignorant mouse! ...this is really pissing.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

little things that make U happy!

*WAM WAM POOM!*
character. looks. style.
SHE'S GOT IT ALL!
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OH, my neighbour just gave us a new year hamper...and i've been eyeing the waffle biscuits ever since it set foot into my doorstep. DROOLS...uber tempted to tear open the hamper...

and about the countdown pics, i am still trying my best to send everyone...pls bear with me..i know i am snail slow...

went for a dip into the pool with qi...in the drizzle
the weather's getting so fickle-minded these days, can't make up it's mind to rain or shine...
swam non stop this time, motivated by her...else i cldnt have completed 30 laps!
...k la..it's 30 times along the breadth of the pool...so by right it's only 15 laps.
but i'm improving people, i'm improving...
left for dinner soon after and i had my piping hot pig stomach soup and yam rice...!
...i tell u...it's de-yummy-li-cious-ooh lala!
u feel so blissful by just sipping the hot soup...
AHHHH~

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Eeks...my sis's in the room whispering sweet nothings to her sweetheart again...
ok maybe not whispering afterall...
she does it openly...
the mushiness is overpowering...
i'm dying...!
i shld just end this quickly and get out of the room!
ok!
bye!

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

part two!










Monday, January 02, 2006












KEWL KEWL COUNTDOWN!!

This new year countdown was a neverbefore-wholenew experience. it was my first countdown celebrated with zulu pals...and to make it way cool... we had a stayover at the M hotel! As we chilled throughout the night, we witnessed an unexpected, unimaginble, unforseen side of eric (he looked dead drunk to me--but he claims he wasn't..!)! it was almost a 720 degrees transform of a mugger with a big black bag into a totally high and exhilarated guy who cares nothing about books! haha, yet, no matter how drastic his transformation was, he was the best entertainer in our group as his spewings brought much laughter to our hearts!

Gave qi a wonderful birthday surprise...and found out she's hopeless when it comes to cutting cakes! wad to do, taitais leave such menial jobs to people like henry...mwahahaaha!
anyway, after the cakes, we settled down to play all the games that you could possibly play at chalets...haha..seemed like everyone got a forfeit...but haha i got away with it!

k now for the awards:

1) Queen of liar ---ying eng! ( beats everyone hands down in the game 'bluff')
2) King of honesty---Edmund ( why? he sucks in the game 'bluff'!)
3) Most nationalistic award--- Cindy ( sang majulah singapura at like 4-5am??)
4) Best hibernator on earth--- Wei xuan ( ...need i say more?)
5) Best taitai award--- huiqi ( she refuses to carry any umbrella unless it has laces on it!)
6) GURU cake cutter--- Henry (he claims he's better at it than qiqi)
7) Queen of workaholism--- Huising (Stares in awe while watching medical documentary on TV)
8) Masters of magic --- Eric...( he's good at transforming!)
9) King of Laughters--- Darren ( hahahaha...check out his HAHA-ing video...hahahaha)
10) Hottest Dancing Queen--- Waikei ( huh? why hot? dance until toilet bowl crack leh..)
11) Best actor award--- Jihong ( he was the best jailbird we've ever seen...see he can really act!)
12) Best ambassador of anti-drink driving---KL ( he skipped off to toilet after one mouthful of red wine..so i guess he can't really drink...)
13) King of Gamblers---Justin ( he knows how to play all the games!!)
14) Mother of Peace---Vanessa ( cuz she fang wo men ge zi ! --> dove-->peace...geddit?)
15) Best Photographer/Videographer--- Me laaa..! ( i don't care even if shake the camera like 99.9% of the time!)

Hahaha...yea anw after dawn break, we strolled to Maxwell market for congee breakfast...then it was home sweet home!

*Coughs!*
Coarsey Voice Me...haha too much icecream revenge!
will post photos in a while! (:
oyes! Happy new year everyone!!

Thursday, December 29, 2005

my TEETH

waahaha! As promised, pictures of my teeth! here they come...pipping hot from the oven!

WARNING:

DANGEROUSLY EXPLICIT.
NOT FOR CHILDREN UNDER 18 ( in other words M18)
WATCH AT YOUR OWN EXPENSE.

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teeth stained with blood. colour gross right!



long long long roots...



can't really see the braces?



CLOSE UP! but pretty dark tho.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

yanked out!

yippie i got my teeth out already! for those who have qualms about putting braces, i can tell you that the injections for the anesthetic were far more painful than the extraction itself. yea, in other words it's not that bad after all...no complains about the pain...but i have complains about the dentist on duty that day!...1) he yanked, and yes, genuisly broke the lower roots of my teeth 2) he wasn't gentle AT ALL 3) his extraction tool clipped my poor lip...!*tsk tsk*

Got back results...not too bad..but not that gd either! and ironically geog was my best scored module. -.-""" how unexpected...

okok! i gtg for dentist apptment again!
will post pictures of my disgusting teeth later..!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

fruity day!

my teeth are screaming (silently) in pain! it's disgusting how insignificant and harmless looking separators can cause one's teeth to be suffering like shit! omg..wait till i extract 4 teeth out. oh man, can i like faint now?

went out w bin, sissy and his gay partner + his absolutely normal sister. it was stressful shopping with them--> (minus bin) man. stepped into LV, Burberry and many other branded shops for the first time..i repeat, first time in my 19 years of living. it was no laughing matter, bin and myself--we were almost breaking out in cold sweat as we stood there staring at one another, feeling totally-out-of-place. then we watched how sissy and gang shopped and behaving totally like a shang deng ren..then we looked at ourselves again...*goosebumps* OHWELL. and LV shop was filled w bodyguard looking shops assistants...MY-OH-MY even to call them shop assistance sounds too low class! orite, back to main point, they were dressed in black suit and were communicating mainly through earphones, ( now you see why we were panicking!) ... reading this paragraph again, i feel like some sua ku. *shrugs*

anw after that, we went off and met haitun and the 3 of us did our dinner and shopping at bugis. phew, it was definitely MUCH (x a million) more enjoyable: no pressure, no stress, no uneasiness, no out-of-place feeling, no cold sweat...yada yada the list goes on. It was amazing how we 3 mad girls could crap and laugh SOoo much in a mere 3++ hours!

results out tmr!...experiencing some weird feelings here.
50% of scared solute mixed with 50% of bo chap solvent= 100% solution of mixed emotions. understand? haha crap.

X' mas party in emeris's hse tmr. got a pretty little thing for gift exchange. hope the other party likes it! and got myself angel blue necklace too. yay, i have another one now, apart from the black butterfly one...(:

anw, wish me luck for tmr. wish me luck butty.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

rubbermouthme.

got the mould done. got the separators in. extraction on sat. *ambithabha*.

Monday, December 19, 2005

manga world.

been cooping at home reading fruits baskets..! been a long long long three years since i last touched mangas...Anw, it a really nice and sweet story. an innocent plot, with lots of corny-hilarious parts and many important lessons that can be learnt, well, to me at least. and i'm already at bk 7! another 11 more bks and i'll be left with nothing to read. gotta read slower....go slow, go slow. nehmind mb when i'm done, i can borrow tou tou from ah hai...hiak( ah hai are u reading this already??? *hint hint*)

anw my right eye feels like it was being punched. dont know why it's hurting quite a bit today. and seriously i dont see any reason why it should hurt, well, unless my sis did punch me in her sleep last night. asked her just now and she retorted that the chances of me punching her is way much higher. oops. hee ok fine then.

kk i think i'll return back to reading my mangas. tee hee. so blissful.

Friday, December 16, 2005

looks who's back!

i did mention that i was lazy in the previous entry didn't i? MIA-ed for the past weeks. too busy going out, too tired from outings, too slack to sit down and churn out accounts of daily happenings. come to think of it, this is the first ever holidays that i am so playing completely. no more worries of pia-ing holiday homework= carefree. nice equation right.

anyway, past few wks met up with S303 girls and we had this cool idea of having a christmas PYJAMAS PARTY at chong pang's house...sounds fun..but our discussion kept revolving about what food to bring and we always ended up agreeing on turkey and log cake and then straying away from the main topic of discussion, to talk about using alvin as our waiter, yuan lai ( yuan lei's brother) as our violinist, and many many many other crappy crappy rubbish.
o yes, and we ate at balcony at heerens and it wasn't a satisfactory meal. To those interested to know you can click on huiqi's blog to read. it has quite a comprehensive account. hehe...and yea after reading please help spread.thankew. muahahaaahahaaha...evil right...

met up with bing bong and tse tse fly too. caught perhaps love. this flick was a major disappointment. i was expecting more climax and heart wrenching moments in the show..hmm but no. it was quite boring and jing chen wu looked really psychotic when he was jerking crazily and typing the chinese words 'i hate you' on his computer. and when he appeared again for the second time at his computer typing 'leave with me', in the same frenzy manner, he looked absolutely comical.
EH...okay i know it's supposed to mean that he loves this lady too much, so much that he loses all control of his own emotions and sanity, that this immensed feeling of love evolved into hatred (apparently she had left him for her career and had refused to acknowledge him again when they both met.)yada yada~ but it just didnt give me that much impact that it should have.

went out with sister and cousins and we're almost done with our christmas shopping, with only one more present to get for our little princess. dammit, that baby's real lucky...only eight months old and she's like enjoying herslf at tokyo..like now!?! sigh, kids these days!

went out with a mountain tortoise who has never been to escape theme park for like the whole 21 years of his life. tsk tsk..what can i say. lala...anyway we took 5 pirate ship rides, 2 go kart rides, 2 spinning rides, 1 wet & wild ride, 1 inverter ride, 1 mini ferris wheel ride, went into ghost mansion once. alot of cute mei meis around and that fellow wanted to give them hp. no. haha Anw, after much self tortures with those giddy rides we went bugis to have dinner and headed for orchard to see christmas deco cuz that tortoise hasn't seen it. -.-" right.

Yest went to the dentist. had a check and my sis and i finally made the mould! going for X-ray on sat. quite excited, but i haven't really decided on the $3200 package or the $4400 package...help me make up my mind!

think i getting abit heaty. those cold sores are out and getting at me again. so sian. hui rong again.i think it's the third time i got them this year. and they keep appearing at the same place. hai hai hai. haha or perhaps it's a sign for less outing, more rest nx week.

wah, kk i think i better end this b4 my com dies on me...battery left with 2 %.
ciaos!

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

hear me rant

mum's getting moody and sensitive these days. she's been screaming at us since yesterday about the usual stuff: our untidy room (i do not see how messy it is), the overflowing bin, sleeping late and waking late, doing nothing but watching tv, playing computer games, msn-ing and going out. she also said she'd rather have us at school than having holidays...i felt like she's over reacting abit but after i tried putting myself in her shoes, i think i could understand a little why she's so pissed off. well things do happen for a reason and the same logic applies to my mum scolding us for some reasons. but come to think of it, i think the last time she screamed so much was during my younger days. maybe it is precisely because it was quite a long while since she started her screamings again i felt she was over reacting a little. argh. i duno. i just feel abit lousy for being so nua and lackadaisical after the examinations and a little guilty for making my mum pissed and yet feeling irritated and frustrated at the same time. sounds like i'm a not very good daughter here. sigh. maybe i should pack my room tomorrow. i hate packing room. it makes my eyes red and swollen because they're highly sensitive to dust. maybe i should wake up earlier tomorrow which sounds so very impossible because i am such a lazy girl. maybe i should go out less often so i won't be labelled as gallivanting. then again i do not see the point of cooping up at home and idontwanttobesonolife. maybe i should be go get a job so i don't look so diao er lang dang. maybe i should stop msning till wee hours so that i can stop being uneasy about whether she'll be conducting another check on me. maybe, maybe, maybe. sometimes i think if i were a guy, it gives me the excuse of not packing my room, to go out everyday till wee hours, to oversleep, to play computer games forever until the end of the world arrives. sigh. the benefits of an XY choromone being. eh..sounds weird aiya but u all know what i mean la. i realised this entry has no paragraphing again. try squinting ba ppl, i'm too lazy to chop it into paragraphs. k i'm off.