My sister gave me a stress reliever toy that looks like an egg plant (This is when Emeris's eyes sparkles---even though it is green and not purple...and cherish heaves a sigh of relieve! Haha!)
Rather cute..shall bring to school and show it to my classmates tomorrow...I'm sure we all need it to reduce our stress level now that the A's are approaching... barely within two months...

The four-sixers are having a class gathering at Bugis tmr evening... Mr "Robbie William" is leaving Singapore for good...! Sobs...Blame it on the fast pace and stressful society we're living in...Haiz...and comparing Singapore and New Zealand, i'm sure we all understand that...Whatever it is, i'm sure Mr Robb be very much missed by everyone of us...A great teacher he was!

Went home with bin yesterday! Been a long time since we travelled home together...Haha...enjoyed her company man...*shy*

And right now, I'm still waiting for Cherish to come online to show me her prom dress...Haha...wonder if she's taking her nap now?

Okie that's all for today!

Haiz...apparantly...it seems that my sister's friend is more interested in my tutor than my sister...Haha...Sorry to disappoint you guys---( Bin, ne...) ...no more juicy stories haha...

Anyway today, got back some results...not great...but at least improved a teeney weeney bit...and like jie mei, i am thankful for that... *U*...Gotta keep going man...and increase that momentum...

Jay's extending his one day concert to a two day concert...Haha...my 2nd sis was practically hopping mad when she read that in today's papers cuz we already bought the $98 seats...

Hmm.. okay,there's nothing else for now...
cya then...

Waaaaa... tomorrow back to school! What a turn off man...
Got this feeling i'm gonna see teng again...
In other words...later for school!!!
CHOY CHOY!!

Hmm...in about 20 mins time gonna have tution...
mUahahaha...and guess wad...
My sis is at home!!!
*hiak hiak*

Okay...enough for now...
Later if got any huo hua i shall come back fill you guys in!!
CYA!

YAY!!!

Credits to ah wei...!
Finally, i was able to pick up my courage
and take the first step
in rebuilding a lost friendship!
Quite proud of myself now...
Muahahaha!

Today's my dad's birthday..!
Gonna celebrate somewhere later...

YAY!!!

Okay children!

Today, ahmah shall tell you all a story of...

The scariest and most disgusting encounter with a crow.

Okay, the story goes like this:

Emeris and I decided to head home instead of joining Roger, Cherish and gang to mic's house after practicals today...And so after i bought a doraemon from the snack store, we went to the bus stop to wait for bus 3...

And as usual, sweet Emeris decided to pei wo at the bus stop over my side...*shy* As we were chatting happily my eye caught this huge crow that was staring at us...Then, it made its first move, by hopping towards our direction. Worried that it may chase us, we decided to change seats and moved towards the end of the bus stop...

But the stupid persistent crow flew up onto the bar on top of the bus stop...and hopped along the bar to our seat...!!

Scared stiff, we both walked away from the bus stop towards the traffic light...
Who knows, the crow swoop down on us and it's claws grabbed into my hair!!!
Screaming frantically, we ran all the way back into the school, shocked and panting...

And so, after such a scare, we both decided to take bus home from the other bus stop behind the school...
That was when we saw Roy and cherish opposit the road...

Haha...and it seemed that cherish had left her ezlink in school and Roy was accompanying her back to retrieve it...Hao jie mei!!...And guess wad? It turned out to be hiding in her dear pencil case...hahaha...blur queen...

Yeap haha and Cherish insisted that this was a situation of "huan nan jian zheng qing!" ......
..and tried very hard to divert attention away from her bai wu long-ness by praising Roy a hao jie mei hahahah....

Okay...End of story...

Moral of the story:

-Never eat at a bus-stop when u're alone or even in pairs.
-Try to distant yourself from a crow

Oh! Last thing!

"Happy birthday ah weI!"

There's so many things for me to do at home!!
So much so that i find it superbly interesting and exciting to be at home!!!

K... Fine ..i am trying to decieve myself...

Gosh..It's really boring to stay home
Nothing to do other than watching tv and slping...
Life of a idle pig!

Reflection:

Recently i have come to realise that..
i am not the only poor soul in this world...
who is upset and depressed...
and living a sad life...

Different people having different kind of troubles and frustrations...
Some troubles of the heart...
Some troubles with the family...
Others troubles over their school work...
Some a combination of any both...
The more pitiful ones a combination of all...
Or even perhaps other kind of troubles not listed here...

ya...so
I believe that...
Nobody is trouble-free...
In certain stages of our lives...
we are bound to be fraught with tests and trials...

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Yea!
Have been closely catching this
heart wrenching korean soap drama
whaahaha...
Called: Stairway to heaven.

This is the second korean serial drama
which i have been catching without fail...
The first was winter sonata...
>.<

Haha!!
And under my good influence...
Ne has also started watching it!!!
Heard paulus is also watching it...
Muahaha means can discuss about the show when we meet...

Ya and soon i will be changing my blog layout...
Hehe...
So look forward ya!

Before i go...
I HAVE A PAINFUL ACHNE ON MY CHEEK!!!
hehe!
k bye!!

Can anyone help me find a cure for my rashes??
It's not getting better!!
In fact it is getting worse...
-.-"

Anyway...
I think that...
sometimes in life...
you can never get the best of both worlds...
Opportunity costs exists...
giving up one thing for another is inevitable...

Yawn!
okay...
I am falling asleep on my laptop...
zzz...

Good luck to ppl having exams tommorrow!

Had a nice walk home just now...
Under the light rain and soft sun...
One word: Peaceful.

Today's physics paper was sucky for me...
Well some found it quite okay though...
Ppl like mui...and jie mei
hais...
like wad can i say right?

Whatever it is...
like ne says...
"Look forward!"
Yeap...
Should stop dwelling on the paper
and work on Econs...

But...
How far more can i look forward to?

Hey!
Guess wad?!
....
I'm Bored...

No intention of starting any work now...
These few days it has been
mugging...
Mugging...
and MORE MUggings...
like never ending...

And not as if i were productive every single day...

Sian...
No Tv programmes to watch...
Not many people online to talk kok...

Can't afford to sleep...
Gotta finish up my physics...
so i can carry on with maths...

Bah...k i'm off...

Crazy juggling time!

The Prelim's are drawing near!!!
2 more days!
Everybody gan cheong spider...

Hmm...
Time really flies...
It seemed only yesterday i entered a Jc....

Oh man...
Freaky...A's in 1 over month ...

Mom just made honey ginseng for me...
Yummy...
Hehe...
A boost to my energy and drive..!

Muahaha...
Okay okay...
Books...here i come!

i think ahmah is so guai

Woa...
Just sat at the same place...
Studying for 4 plus hours...
And yes...quoting my hao jie mei...
my 6-6 eye's going hay-wired liao...

Yawn...gona bao chou later...
TV marathon!!

Hehe...alright...going for dinner liao...
cya!...
More maths after tv later!

jia you...!

yAy...Gp's over...that's one down...
Passage was definitely more reader-friendly this time...
Haha...and my great determination and hopes to complete the paper on time has once again been dashed!
As usual...pen downs after my argument for passage A...
Always stuck there...
If only time could stop...for me..

...
zzz...
Was just about to type out something inspirational...
when my trail of thoughts was broken...
by my sister's sleep talking...
-.-

Aiya...today supposed to makan with classmates...and extra Nelson...(learnt from ne)
then something happened...
So didn't make it in the end...
Anyway...
I was sure everyone in the family thought i was wrong...
Hmm...but didn't retaliate since i know it would be useless to explain...
...ahmah screams...
"INJUSTICE!"
hehe...okay feeling better now...

Recently had a sweet dream...
Hmm..but this means it will not happen in real life
bOO...hOO

Tommorrow Physics tution...
Jia you ahmah...
& friends..!

Just a thought

Thank god...it's the weekend again..
It was definitely a hectic week for all...well at least for me...
Rushing all the school papers...homework...
studying for mock papers...tests...
Finally..
A break that we all need is here...

For this week i was feeling rather empty...
not that my friends were not there for me...
But it was just a void feeling...
Out of the blue...
Must be some sad genes acting up again...
It's been very frequent since i came to Jc...

Just a thought:
Some people comment on things that they think they know alot about
But hardly do they realise that
things may not seem as simple as it does...

Furthermore...such comments they make
May change the lives of others...
and the paths that others take...

But...i know we can't blame them...
For they themselves do not even know
that they actually do not know the full picture...

Perhaps...
the only solution is.. the people affected themselves...
they have to pick up the courage...
To pursue what they really want...
Or otherwise..
They can make these people see the full picture....

Haha...
I do sound cheem don't i?
Anyway, that's all for today...

bOo...

Feeling Stupid..

tirEd...

cOnfusEd...

mEan...

aNtisOciaL...

BraIn is...

drainEd...

spLitTIng...

thiNking tOo much aboUt sTupid thiNgs...

constipaTed...

emPty...

heArt is...

LackIng tHe dRive...

thE courAge...

aFraid...

eScApinG...

I aM...

prOcrAstinaTing...

exhaustEd...

fInding thE inSpiRation...

sIck...

tRying harD nOt to...

lOse mySelF...

wAste Time...

fAll AslEep...

dIslIke...

rAsh anD bItes..

CurLs...

mOod Swings...

nAgs...

WisHed... i

were mOre ConfIdenT...

cOuld oPen up...

gOtta...

get dOwn to work...

sEt my PriOritIes rIght...

wOrk tOwards mY gOal...

seArch fOr the Answer...

bE mOre tRustiNg...

gO...

pigs...

After econs lect cherish pearlin..cax tiong chin..zz monkey and i set off happily to Pasir Ris to chiong fer the swensens ice cream that was going only for $1.39 in the event of the joyous celebration of Singapore's 39th bdae...And...ya guess what..we were there too early...haha shop wasn't opened until 1030 am...*wahaha.. Yup and so all of us decided to pop by Mac for breakfast first...slurps...

Yep..so basically we all had great fun there..great deal and good food...well, what more could we ask for?Anyway...after that i headed home...det to finish my physics tut hw...but instead i lost to the temptation of my bed...hehe..konked off for 4 hrs...? Cool ya...

Dinner was at fiesta..They have new menu!...Was so sick of eating there at one point of time..cos dinner was there pract every sunday...hehe...now that the menu is changed...woohoo...i think fiesta rocks for now...

And since i was at toa payoh...my family and i went to check out the fabric of nation exhibition...damn cool...*feeling nationalistic once again..whahaha...(ne don't roll your eyes!)

Oh ya..i think my hair sucks...boo...but who cares la..

Alright..more tv for now...cyaaaa...Jay rocks!

*THe nAtional daY spEcial!!*

yOohoo...! i'm gona cut my hair today..so excited..! The hairlength should be somewhere around the shoulders i think...Hmm..abit like stella...Waghghh....just hope my tragic curls wunt get so messy and irritating...bOo hoo...Curls sucks!!

Anyway...my dear niang's bdae is aprroaching..i can almost smell it coming man!...Looks like her list did not include the ***** that ne and i initially wanted to get her...phew...well it didn't seem worth it either...guess its more practical to follow closely tt wishlist of hers...Ahems* interested ppl...can go click on bin's blog and check her out...erh rather her *groceries's list...la

Ya going auntie's house later...for wanton noodles for dinner!...Anyway, i'm feeling jealous cos my sis going to watch the fireworks at marina later...bOo...damn..i want to watch...

...alright tt's all folks gotta get ready...to go for haircut liao...bYeeee..Oh yes..Happie bIrthday SingapoRE!!!!

Blessed to be part of the big family...

I love my family...
Yep...
..it was yet another enjoyable family gathering for my big family...
Thai aunt flew over for a visit in Singapore
and she's currently putting up at grandparents' place...
Dinner at liang kee restaurant...had almost 2 bowls of rice...

After dinner everyone went grandparents' house to slack and chat
Liwen, jo, shanice lyn and i went upstairs to play badminton in my late uncle's room...
Damn fun and crazy...felt like we were big ungrown kids...

Oh...and i saw this gargantuan looking snail in the garden...
reminded me of the good old days when Liwen, lyn and i tried all means and ways to wipe them out...
with sadistic methods like..ridding over them with a bike...and tossing salt over them...and watching them foam...
I thought these were already crazy enough...until jo told me how he tried drowning them in lotion water...and how he push them back into the water as they tried struggling out...and also how he threw them onto walls...poor snails..
And ya..i thought i was sadistic...looks like jo has surpassed me in that...

Envious of shanice...her hair is so beautifully long and silky..and the waves sets in so right...
the little princess in my heart...

Yea...i love my family...
8 August would be having another gathering..
Wanton noodle as our theme...for dinner...

Something's not right...

Hmm it has been sometime since i blogged again. Feeling terribly sleepy, but nevermind i shall endure a little longer...

I don't know why i have this depressing feeling in me now...During the whole of this week i feel like i'm changing..into a worse person...as in personality...wonder why this is happening to me too...

And i think i miss niang...seldom see her around in school or go home with her already...That's partly because of the differences in our timetable i think..

Anyway, guess i should sleep now...
May i find the key to the end of my toubles soon...

i lOVe SlAckInG

Exams are finally over..Hmm...kinda scared of the results...was thinking about my maths and physics during my shower...bleah..gonna die badly...

On Sat went out shopping with ne and cherish...was great fun..and i bought a purple top...can't believe it myself either..bet hailing's gona call me disgusting again..haha..anw..saw another polo tee that day at Freshbox..gona get my hands on it...no matter what..haha...also came across many cute Tee-shirts from Thirty-seven degrees..Hand itching to buy them too haha..

We also went daniel.Y and tried look around for our prom dresses...tried on this white dress which Ne chose for me...quite nice..but super costly...hmm..now let's talk about being practical..guess if i bought it...that would be the first and last time i will be wearing it...So it depends la...

That day we also did many crazy things like..taking photo in the toilet...taking photo of ourselves wearing Roxy hats...walking into this shop that sells $4000 worth of EVENING GOWNS..not PROM GOWNS...(haha..only cherish and ne will understand the emphasis there..)..and many others la...

Spidey man was quite a great catch..Exciting yet humourous..hmm..i love the parts where he swings from buildings to buildings..cool man...kinda made me feel that i was the one swinging whahaah*...haha..oya i also like the spiderman song sung by this weirdo lady with her violin whahaha* corny..

Hmm..watched soccer yest...predicted that Greece wld win but i supported Portugal..hmm ya though it defeated my all time fave England team...Anw..i think Ronaldo..and this no.2 from portugal are so cute!!...Anyone who knows mysterious no. 2's name please tell me..Yayy..drools..he looks like the dirty dancing male lead..!!

haha..kk shall stop crapping liao..cYa..

Life..OOOhHh Life...

Pract's Over!..Haha..finally found some time to blog! Hmm..don't know why it feels as if the examinations are over...Haha..Oh man! This is serious!...*Slaps Face!*

Yesterday's session at ne's house was indeed pretty useful..Had fun as well as did alot of serious work at the same time!..Super proud..We had active discussion and went through objectives by objectives...Did some long questions together and even tried picking out certain similarity in the questioning format...This makes learning much easier to digest and absorb!!

Food at ne's house was FABULOUS...the frenchtoast..titbits...chocolates..sweets..durian paste...Man tou...fresh milk...rosesyrup..fried rice..and not to mention the famous Yeo mama's (She rocks!)SAMBA CHILLI!!..Spicy..Hot..Burning sensation..tearing effect.. bu ..very very SHIOK!!..whahaha..kinda sadistic ya..

Anw...my hopes and pinings of eating kimuchi are dashed...!! Haha..Ne should noe Y la..

So sad!..England lost to Portugal..sian*..even Italy's not in the finals!

Oya..just now b4 we went home after practs..Ne..Roy and I went to Bedok (my di pan) to walk around...Hehe..and we ended up at the NTUC supermarket..and guess what..Roy taught us how to differentiate the fresh prawns from those which are not so fresh..something about looking at its colour..which is brighter and whose tail's not broken..hahaha..i can't believe this is coming from Roy..hahaha..-.-" Makes us sound like a failure right..(This is where Ne will say..:"Don't pull me into the picture!" Haha!)..Then he also taught us to differentiate male and female crabs and how to kill them..haha..interesting side of Roy..*A Homemaker*...Haha..now i know why he's our Jie mei..Haha!

Anyway, after that we treated ourselves to Soyabean milk..at Mr soyabean....Tastes not too bad...but i still prefer the GoodWood Hotel's brewed Soyabean!! That's the best man!

Haha..guess shall stop here today...Will have to start mugging soon..